Everyone needs to be happy!

Everyone needs to be happy~

I had a happy start today...
clumsy me...
didnt noe today got HIJAU```

n Bi's not ignoring me anymore...
though i dun noe y n how?
but who cares?
i'm happy ; )

1st time i duty...
dis morning...
wakil kelas(LM)...
feels not bad lar...
c how lor later...

at the half end of the day...
i went to manga city...
as usual after sports practice...
&...
I met mr oxygen & mr kuala selangor...
at about 3.45pm i think....
jealous????
*evil grinzz*

ok/ok lar...
nothing much to blog really...
juz dat i shuang~

den b4 i left the skul area...
outside 711, i saw a extremely CUTE poodle,
in the car with its owner...
so vry vry cute~
It made my smiled sweetly....
so cute~

Juz crapping...

Well, 2day nothing much...
but...
i'm really happy about 1 thing...
I got a compliment frm...
*******(exclamation marks)

Damn happy weyy...
BlueckX~

Satisfacian RockxX!

Morning went 4 bola jaring lorr....
had training & played match...
Yaii!!!
my team won...
alternate came for a little while today...
in simple clothing...
juz a shirt & jeans...
guess he's not really dat in to netball...
he has enouugh time for himself,
frenz, n other clubs & activities...
i so 佩服 him leh...

den later huayue lor...

i'm so vry poor dis week...
bankrupt liao lor...

well, sumting surprised me today*exclamation marks*
i was invited for lunch with the kbj members...
but bearbear din cum today...
n... i no money liao....
so din go...
but stiilll happy...
& i thought i was left out.. lolz

dats all i guess... byezzz

Satisfacian RockxX

U had quite a reaction after he passed by...

I was in a quite nice mood dis morning...
I met mr K along the corridor...
Frm under the prefect bridge we walked...
Till the top of block b...
We walked side by side...
It was some sweet moment...
my 'frenz' werent with me...
I was damn quiet along the journey...
I kept calm without any reaction...
pretending i didnot noe him...
but smiled sweetly my heart did...
i didnt know if he recognized me...
or did he noe it was me?
or did he see me?
was he aware of my presence?
Adorable^^

He oso passed my side,
where he went i donot noe...
but after he passed,
i saw a familiar reaction...
I smiled... I...
I dunno wat to say...

Shhh... 4 the meanwhile,
i'm the only one who noes dis...
Sharing it with u...

PS: PJ, SY n I all passed!!!
Mc donalds is in tugasan...
same as SY...
PJ=publisiti...
Me? = wakil kelas...


Feeling ok gua?....
Dats all to share 4 2day...
ByezzZ~

B!tTter & SwEetttz...

Hi... u said to me...
That's all of wat i see...
I tried my very best to smile at u...
But u juz turned away...
u shocked ur head....
n it was the end...
Sucked me up the portal did...
But i, dunno why,
still struggling to stay...
stay in this world...
awaiting for HOPE...

More already ignoring me...
& there will be more to come...
u asked not to think too much...
but i juz cant help it...
u hav the reason of ignorance...
but the reason of ignorance i do not understand....

I've manage to pass LM interview(exclamation mark x7)
I think i'm in to the audition(exclamation mark x7)
I've got sweet memories wif.....
*******/*****/*******
n my dearest gal frens...

Hope that tomoro would be a better day...
Thank u~

Friendz? I dont know if I speak those languages anymore....

Friendz?
i dun know if i speak those languages anymur....

TRUST is something u must gain...
by urself...
points r counted trough ur sincerity...

It is hard to trust...
For trusting wrongly will coz tons of pain...
there r still things u hide frm me...
And so, 10o% u gain NOT!
Curiosity kills the cat...
+SaCrif!cEd+

He needed not,
come all the way up to the highest floor...
But he still did...
Juz to see u???
*Repeatly these few days*

U still ignore me...
& I still dunno y?

Your ears are just so not into my words....
by propose...?
oR is dere a no-need-battery chatterbox,
by the side of ur ear....


I care! more than u would ever imagine...
more than u have ever noticed...
more than the issue...
&
For u, I shall not stop Caring...

My Long Lost Dream

Heyzzz,
Sorry for not blogging these few days...
Couldnt... Too bc... n tired...
didnt even hav time 2 do homework...
so wat happened to me these few days?
I think i'll let the poems do the talking...

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My Heartt of Glass
I aint noe anyting...
Idont// Idont
I wantt 2 noe...
Ido//Ido//IReallydo
Idont wanna be a dumb-dumb...
Idont//Idont
A thing that makes me care....
Itsyou//Itsyou
You skipped my essay...
Youdid//Youdid
Im not blaming you...
Imnot//Imnot

At the corridor I waited,
for any event that would happen...
But when I turned my back-again...
All has changed,
Like I arrived in a miror world...
A smile was put on the sourfaces,
They talked; They laughed....
They had seasons in the *sun*....

Why all the ignorance?
Idonot understand...
Isit becoz of the maRkING?
Wasit tearing us apart....
None of my business u said...
But I dont understand//
.
Congrats!
U successfully planted a bullet in my heart...
Crackings I hear...
My heart of glasss...

When will you get to read this?
Or will you ever come to my blog again?


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How Could I ever pretend?
*Why~I~踢*
How could I ever ever ever pretend?
Pretend I donot know you?
How did you ever ever manage to pretend?
Pretend you've never known me...
A familiar smile I see,
when Chye's handcrossed your shoulder...
A smile I've missed,
and havent seen in a while...
I so wished we could talk like friends...
Smile & laugh together...
BUT...
I'm just so NOT in your world.

#Alternate~K#
How could I ever ever ever pretend?
Pretend I donot know you?
But I've never wondered,
how you maage to pretend...
Becoz the truth is,
We donot know each other...
A bright & sweet smile I see,
When you speak with your friends...
A smile I've always longed to see...
A smile I want so much to share...
I wished a million times,
we could talk, smile & laugh together....
BUT...
All's left is just a dream...

*Both#
Ur smiles just make my day,
Ur smiles melt my heart away.
So continue smiling & Never take it off ur faces.
Let the happiness flow!
What more could I say?
qms take my breathe away...


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The story of the Waiting Princess

Princesses all around the world await their day to come;
Princes around the world seek their day to be…
From kingdom to kingdom,
till fairy-tales in dream…
Work hard will they, to make their dream be…
Lie in thee, will your Angel be...

Far across a distance, a princess got her dream.
But a dream is a dream. Snapped!
Did she awake, thy dream slipped from her hands…
For flee the prince did, to keep away from she…
To find, his one and only dream…
The angel he seek will no longer be a dream…
A dream will be, under the fairy’s wing…

Know little did he about a heart that beats.
Locked in the highest tower,
awaiting the day to be…
Much didn’t she wanted from he…
Just another look,
was enough to make her sink, deep,
in the big blue sea…

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I guess that's all I would say...
Thank u for being a go0d reader...

PS: If think u saw a lot of spacing errors...
U r wrong! I did on purpose...^^

自私

Disappointed... for ur selfishness...

你很自私。。。
为了避免自己受伤害，就躲了起来。。。
那我呢？
被伤得伤痕累累的；却又不被看得见。。。
要是我痛，就不要紧不是吗？
你痛又被别人同情、可怜。。。
我算得了什么？
我不是个机械人。。。
不是个连 '痛' 字都不会写的人。。。
你很痛吗？
能比得过吗？

++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Friendz?
i dun think if i speak those languages anymur....
not a word of my name in any....
Jealousy suckX!

+qmS juz take my breathe away...+

Wat hav i done???

Livia Chan!!!!
Do u hav a problem wif me???
Wat hav i done to deserve dis?!?!?!?!?!

Well, i was caught by her dis morning...
along wif ning, jia n sum gals...
oh yes!!! Lum Joanne was dere too...
She borrow rm10 frm me...
plz remind me 2 get my money bac!!!

I din say a word during the whole incident.
my mum said i was stupid not 2 argue...
believe or not she asked me 2 fight 4 my rights,
as I was wearing the chs socks...

But i did mention dat it was useless 2 do so...
as dey would ask me 2 get a bigger pair!


After i went bac 2 class... i cried!!!
i noe its a small matter dat i shouldnt be crying over...
But i juz couldnt stop it,
everyting juz flow'ed' out vry swiftly...
it juz happened naturally...

i m a good gal...
i dun hav displin problem...
i hav never been caught 4 anyting lyk dat!!!
haihzzz.. disappointed...

but 4 wat so ever,
i m still gonna do my vry best in skul!
n u can do nothing 2 stop me!!!!
Muhahahaha!!!!
BluekX!!
^^

Dun mind juz EMOing....

Dun mind dat fellow up dere lar...
juz 4 fun!

Ok lar 2day....
had quite a lot of fun....
went visit my sis in stm.... (Seminar Theologi Malaysia)
Went 4 very good n nice food....
shopping.... Satisfied la....

Ya watever.... i too hope dat things would turn around...
SUM DAY?

C 1st la, 2moro how???

By the way hav any1 break the code yet???
A little tips.... (only 3 alphabet o...)


Juz a little secret.....
I'm representing my class for the 华语演讲比赛!!!
Shhh....
Secret!!!

Extra sumting

那些大头贴很美。。。真的很美。。。


if ever asked 4 reason of silence...
i stay silent....
Unwillingly 2 talk is the answer...
saying 4 not in the mood...
mind-blanked....
so blanked....


'un'understanding jealousy might any1 say...
watever... n anyting u say....
do i care...
will i care....
should i care?

double siding lost... breaking all apart....

Closer n closer I gain to the portal.... Just a step away n wouldnt I be in Neverland...

Hurtz so much.....

嗨。。。等到了又如何？
我还不只是想一只流浪的小猫。。。
跟在别人的后面。。。
miao~meow
因为在他们的谈话中，根本就没有我的存在！
V all said 2gether... But now I'm left to be on my own.....
@# The Unsharable #@

dis is sum part of the "sercet letter" ning was talking about...

its easier to leave den to say....
i dun hav a lot... i'm not vry ****....
its juz fittingly enough...

i dun ask 4 a lot....
But i do need attention juz lyk every1 else.....


+INCIDENT+

I called aloud... the names dat hav been named...
hundreds of eyes gaze my way...
no1 came 2 make 4 the date....
o... mayb juz at the wrong venue...
elders stared ... i so annoyed dem....

Is dere a problem with me?
Is it the problem with me??
Am I the problem???

the problem i c only occurs wen DEY are 2gether...
out of the world arent i?
out of the world...
so out of the world...

2156f^&er/$2v/klxTulp/elip3u0'j;kle/)#T/*&E^56jgylouf1gc,n"l%68nClb^u5l58cllgkf

if u noe wat i'm thinking....
break the above code!!!


I think dats alll....
juz so confused.....
hurtz.....
失望！。。。灰心！
+_+

P.S: Niin9... a hope u dat u would giv me bac the slip...
sorry 4 the inconvenience... and thanks...
Anyii... thanks! 4 everyting... touched by ur note
Ellyy... Hope of u understanding.... Thanks...
B!ii... Cheerful Cherry!!! Dun emo liao lo! = j
Every1!!! Gambatea o! Be strong!!!

I'm New

Hey, juz 4 ur info..... Its my first time blogging lor.....
Intro:
My name is Amy 15 dis year....
I'm studying in chs... 3a3



Skkul juz started not long ago....

I'm not really close with the ones in class....
dun realli noe much bout dem....

These few days.... I so feel left out....
Feel dumped..... all alone......
Dey dun really inculde me in their conversation.....
Dey r so together these days.....
I m so invisible.....
Dey do everything 2gether....
Is it juzz bcoz i'm in the 'a' class???
Or bcoz i'm hav vry different opinions.....???
So damn confused.....
Feel so down n weird.....
*INDESCRIBABLE* T_T