Sometimes i really beh tahan u know? BEH TAHAN!
I'm like a lion.. I feeling like biting now! Grrr...
Urgh! *screams!*

Do u know? I'm trying real hard to get to know u more.
I'm desperate. Totally desperate!
I'm learning to Love u. And to love all of u, every single detail of u.
Because u are not perfect. Nobody is.
Excuse me, Are u doing the same? Why do I doubt it?
I dont see improvement seriously! What am I to u?
Why do u always make me feel so wrong? zzz

And, stop it! U are not always right! Not everytime, u only see things the way u do.
Why do u always think that u are correct? absolute?
Maybe there are some things u just cant understand.
Urgh, u r so stubborn! Hard headed!
Do u really really know each and everyone of us?
U dont know what are in our minds.
u used the word 'hate'. HATE!

Sorry. Whatever. I'm mad. I'm pissed.
yea.. someone stepped on my tail and got on my nerves. Whatever!
*Roars*

I hate myself...I LOVE YOU! damn


do u think that i am the problem? i dont think so!

signing off,
12.50am

When you're Gone..

Yu Xun..

School without LYX, Day number 1.
So not use to it.

We didnt...

See his friendly face.
Hear his voice.
Hear him tell lame jokes.
Hear him crap.
Hear him brag.
Hear him ask about Wakil Kelas.

today..

I'm infected by the latest virus. it's call the MYX disease.
Miss Yu Xun...totally infected.

It's the holidays,
Gonna miss you tons ♥

抽痛！

她。。。
总是那样完美； 那样体谅；那样坚强；总是那样的了解你。

她。。。
很聪明；很优秀；很本事；惹人喜爱。

我知道你对我要求很高；知道你想要我好，为我好。
也知道自己没有她那样完美。。
哭泣了。
因着让你失望，我向你道歉~

碰触的那一霎那，我听见你声音中的温柔。

在你眼中，野兽只不过是体形较大的兔子而已。。。

杨丞琳-理想情人

Bomb!

He's leaving!
On the 20th of August..
Flying to Canada.. for long a term..
No idea if we'll meet again after that.
Sad case..
Promise we will always think of you de!

Mr LYX~

What's done, is done.

Ok, this photo is taken today. x) Oops, yea.. I go cut my hair again. lolz
Arghz... too short. And it's all my fault, I really regret it!
I kept saying to the hairstylist: "Shorter. Shorter."
Hairstylist: "Har?! cut somemore arh? So short?"
Me: "Later kena disiplin. Shorter."
Hairstylist: "oh, ok."
Stupid me...! Should have kept my mouth shut. sighz
Before i decided to snip it, i asked many friends for their opinions. So many people ask me not to cut. But honestly, I really beh tahan dy, whenever mummy sees people with that hairstyle (eg: Xandria Ooi),
she'll say: "Amy should cut this type of hairstyle. Really suitable." -.-
But I wont deny that I wanted to try again lo. So, I cant blame anyone but myself.
If, somebody will tell me something I really want to hear right now, I'll fly! But of course, it must be sincere.

Something worth being happy for:
I went to KL for tuition. Then after my physics lesson, I went SHOPPING!
I passed by this store, then I noticed the big banner that said: 70% Discount
Haha. I bought 2 pairs of shoes. x) lolz.. i found the shopperholic in me.
sorry, camera no battery dy, so no pictures. anyway, here are some details.

Shoe#1
color: black
height: flat
design: golden buckle
occasions: casual
Original price: RM25
I spent: RM20
Bought from: Kota Raya

Shoe#2
color: white
height: 1 inch
design: golden bow
occasions: formal
Original price: RM59.90 (according to the Tauke)
Price of the day: RM25
I spent: RM20
Bought from: Store along Petaling Street

I was so happy I couldnt stop smiling on my way home.Totally excited. Now I know why people say shopping makes people happy. *winkx*
When I think of my purse being lighter, there's a little heartache. But then again, when I think of the 2 pair of pretty shoes in my hands, I'll smile again. =) Think of the price, cheaper than a pair of school shoes, damn worth it!

8th-10th of June,
I went to Broga, Semenyih for a camp. I was the 营长. =)
Will update a post with photos later. ^^ Cause the photos are not with me. Give me sometime, will post it. I promise.

Up next, tomorrow,
going down to Federal Hotel, Star Hill.
Go claim my RM80 from Kasturi for getting 8As in PMR. Yay!
I'll meet about 50+ chs-ians.See ya! ^^

That's all for today. Chaoz. =)
GOOD LUCK in EXAMS EVERYONE!

♥I'm sorry. I think too much.
Dont know what else to say.
I'll stay by your side.
ILoveYou.♥

Me?

Lose anything but NEVER EVER lose yourself. Or you'll REGRET.
Because the journey back to the preferred path hurts.

I keep telling myself I gotta learn from my mistakes.
So what have I learned lately?
-Trust only people you can trust.
-Stop being fake and get over the foolishness. Cause people roll their eyes at what I do.
-Collect more information before you speak. Make sure you know what you are talking about. Dont know what to say? Then Zip Shut!
-People are not that simple, live cautiously. Especially when you open your mouth. Cause for some reason I dont know, my words by nature always gets me in trouble. Tend to get on people nerves when I dont even notice it. Sighz... 病从口入，祸从口出。

A group of people stronger than others.
Whom everyone tries to get close to,
but at the same time fear so much.
Respect is super taken into account.
Eyes of an eagle they have,
They use it well.
Live out yourself? Bullshit. Cause fear takes over.
Suffocate.
The truth? I wont lie, I Fear You. all.

Have you known the feeling of changing for the better? When you strive and strive, but in the end in other people's eyes your efforts = nothing. I swear I tried real hard. You plant a tree but it bears no fruits? What a tragedy.

Since when life became so complicated?
Jay, Sher, Keat, Jim, Yi, I miss the old times.
Sobz..

drip drop drip drop... FINE