Mixed

Since it's holidays right now, I should post something right? =P

Saw this as KaiNee's status today: わたしは、あなたがいなくて寂しいです
Pronounced as watashiwa, anata ga inakute sabishii desu.
It means I miss you.

Really nice. And i found this:

There is no direct way to say "I miss you" in Japanese. Japanese people are not very direct and open about their emotions, as a result they have to express "I miss you" in a more round about way.

First, you need to know how you want to address the person:

• あなた (anata): very informal; used by both men & women to people they are very familiar with.
• 君 (kimi): same as anata, however it is more masculine; usually used by men
• (name)ーさん (-san): formal; when attached to the end of a name it means Mr./Mrs.
• (name)ーちゃん (-chan): informal; when attached to the end of a name it changes it into a "nickname"

Here are two ways to express "I miss you"

• XXX に会いたい(です)。

XXX ni ai tai (desu).

literally: I want to see XXX.

*desu can be omitted in informal situations

*It is similar to the way 보고싶어 (bogoshipeo) means "I miss you" when it literally means I want to see you.

• XXX がいなくて(私は)寂しい(です)。

XXX ga inakute, (watashi wa) sabishii (desu).

literally: When XXX (are/is) not here, (I) am lonely.

*desu can also be omitted

*watashi wa is often omitted because it is implied

original answer:

i miss you - Anata ga inakute sabishii yo :)

yey
わたしは、あなたがいなくて寂しいです。

Japanese exam coming up! Jiayou Jiayou! ^^

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Amy has so many many things to say~~
Both bitter and sweet.

Sweetz - A touching moment

Went out with Qing last friday. We had a suddenly plan of watching The Prince of Persia.
Since it was sudden, i was totally unprepared, didnt bring jacket.
When it was cold in there, he always made sure that I wasnt feeling chilly.
I liked that feeling. =P But only later I found out,
that when he was keeping me warm, he was actually freezing himself!

Totally touched! ♥

Thanks dear. =) 




Bitterz - When it's painful
 Tonnes of things poured upon me lately

I told YeeHliang i've sunken into a situation he was in through fb. And it sucks!

What for i spend so much time on you? Take care of you and always strive my best for you?

Why did I fight so hard for you? I loved you a hundred times better than now.

Now you just keep hurting and hurting me.

Shouldnt have stood up. So what? Very yeng is it?

Now you make me feel like i should have stayed among the dumb sheeps.

Then all I have to do is follow.

Why cant I stop loving you still?

Has anyone ever known that the idea of ending my life once passed my mind?
God, I've sinned.
It's rather recent. Everything's COMING.
I was so stressed that i wanted to just let go of everything.
I'm a faker, or maybe a psycho - those with multiple characters.
Being some many different me under different circumstances.

I'm sorry, I'm dumb, I'm a failure.
Do you realize how many times i apologize in a day?
I dont either. Sometimes I just dont know what else to say other than I'm sorry.
Because I really feel sorry. Sometimes for you, but most for myself.
I'm so pathetic! It's heartbreaking to see myself like this.
If I were you, I'll be so sick and tired of hearing me apologize.
I dont know is another famous one.
I dont know is it because of you.
You see this? Grr.. Sorry. Here I go again. I just cant stop!
Very mao dun right? Maybe cause of my emo mood now.
Sorry.

Now I'm suddenly thinking that things are done behind my back

Actually they are right? Fine.

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Yea, so this post will end EMO-ly. whatever.

To the ppl that really cares for me out there. I'm sorry. =/

Can somebody please tell me: WHY ME? =(

Voice: btw, ppl are admired for their courage to speak the truth. but do use your brain.

My Weekend

Dont know why suddenly want to post this.
And dont know why when i'm posting this,
I'm thinking about Ms Ong~ -.-
Just thought she might want to know.
What I've been doing during My Weekend.

Morning + Afternoon,

Painting the grills..

Afternoon + Evening,

Chop off all the branches in front of my house and dispose them.

Went up and down a few times to dispose all those crap.

Want to know why my face was so red?

Because before that, went running around my taman with my sister.

Practise for cross country next week.

Didnt run much though..

kept waiting for my sis only..lol

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Luckily I slept late this morning.. =)

Or else now sure battery flat dy.

Haihz, didnt managed to do hw today.

Sobz... sobz..

Hope tmr will be a better day!

For you & for me & the entire human race.

Go GREEN people!

Toodles!

Still looking towards forever. ♥

I'll be there

The pixel is rather small.

But watch carefully, it's Sweet. ^^

=(

I get more confused each day..

Not happy with it.

I'm stupid and pathetic.

Feel so sorry for myself.

The Runaway

Running away has never been a solution to any problem.

It may bring less pain, but it reveals no truth,

and gives no improvement,

it causes confusion.

it is not a solution.

One needs lots of courage and bravery to face problems.

Taking each risky step,

still wondering what the ending would be.

But still, we hope for the best,

hope that everything will turn out right.

Be careful, be prepared,

things often turn out the way it shouldnt be,

always unexpected, as it is out of our control.

Life is just full of surprises.

I guess I will never be able to take that place and that role.

It means too much to you.

I guess things are in the right place this time. =)

I wont stop loving you.♥

When you're Gone..

Yu Xun..

School without LYX, Day number 1.
So not use to it.

We didnt...

See his friendly face.
Hear his voice.
Hear him tell lame jokes.
Hear him crap.
Hear him brag.
Hear him ask about Wakil Kelas.

today..

I'm infected by the latest virus. it's call the MYX disease.
Miss Yu Xun...totally infected.

It's the holidays,
Gonna miss you tons ♥

Random

Well, there are many many tings on my mind that i want to blog about..
But Seriously no time lo.

Anyway..
LM AGM tomorrow!!!
feeling quite nervous bout it. We all are..
No matter what, promise, LM FOREVER! ok? =)
The best of luck to everyone.
Love you guys! Muackx!

a little confused sometimes ♥

I cant Breathe

I'm afraid, I dont know what lies ahead.
Scared, too scared of everything around me.
Where's my bravery? Where's my confidence?
I'm crying, I'm doubting myself.
What do I really want?
I'm terrified, terrified by the little little mistakes that may lead to failure.
How am I going to survive? Oh God, Save me!
*breathes strongly*
I must decide how I'll face my tomorrows.
I wont back off; I'll continue to strive.
Fail or Succeed? Let God decide, let the authorities decide.
Let there be sunshine and let there be rain;
But no matter what, I'll walk through the pain.

I'll try to give my best, please forgive me, and wish me luck.

I really really need your comfort and support.

Mummy, I'm sorry.

I feel really really stupid. During that period of time, there was only me and my younger sister at home.

It was 8pm, my stomach was still empty. I recall mum's suggestion through the phone this morning. "If you come home and find that you're hungry, you can steam the big pau in the fridge for dinner." I did exactly the same...NO, not EXACTLY. Something was wrong, I left the the thing to steam and decide to have a rest in the living room. You see, I then fell asleep.

Woken up by my sister, I lifted my eyelids ans saw 'Giant Seremban Siu Pau' before my eyes.
I wasnt really conscious actually. Then I realized, something didnt seem right. It was the smell.. that burnt smell. What happened was, the water in the wok totally boiled up, leaving only heat in the wok, and it started fnctioning like an oven. I'm sure you know what a 大包 looks like. My steamed 大包 turned into a 烧包. Seriously, that block of charcoal bun... kept me stunned. But still, that was my dinner.

The outer layer was so badly burnt that only the filling of the pau was edible. Not long after the discovery, my mum came home. She said she could smell the burnt smell outside the house. Haihz. Great~, now my house smells burnt.

I know, I shouldnt have left the kitchen and then fell asleep. But I was really tired as I went out the whole day and had only 2hours+ of sleep this morning. Maybe you might think that I'm looking for excuses. I'll tell you, NO. I perfectly understand it was my fault.

What I'm trying to say is Dont Play Play with Cooking. If nobody noticed the incident, my house would have been burnt down. So please Be Careful at all times.

That's all i guess. Mummy, I'm sorry!

并没有发你的脾气；只是，我不舍。♥

Random

We went on walking, without a specific direction.
We kept on walking, not knowing what lies ahead.
We spent time together.
I'm happy =)
Thank you Dear for today.
God knows that I'll cherish it. ^^

though felt a little sleepy and tired.

Together, we will face new tomorrows.


I still miss it.♥

As long as your loved one is by your side, everything is beautiful.