I cant Breathe

I'm afraid, I dont know what lies ahead.
Scared, too scared of everything around me.
Where's my bravery? Where's my confidence?
I'm crying, I'm doubting myself.
What do I really want?
I'm terrified, terrified by the little little mistakes that may lead to failure.
How am I going to survive? Oh God, Save me!
*breathes strongly*
I must decide how I'll face my tomorrows.
I wont back off; I'll continue to strive.
Fail or Succeed? Let God decide, let the authorities decide.
Let there be sunshine and let there be rain;
But no matter what, I'll walk through the pain.

I'll try to give my best, please forgive me, and wish me luck.

I really really need your comfort and support.