The Past Few Days

Sorry... Wasnt really in the mood to blog...=P
Been busy in front of the TV lately...^^

5th Nov
Ever wondered wat happened to our roach fren & Mr Fly?
My sis came back with this dat day~ =P

Such SPECIAL home work...XD

12th Nov
Quite a Happy day...
I went to Sunway pyramid with ShiYi today...
Walking along with us was W.Soon~ Wat a date...Lol
I was being the light bulb again...haha
But i had to be there or else there wun even be a DATE...

ShiYi wanted go to the movies....coz...its dark in the cinema?
I didnt really wanted to...rather go skating the whole day~
Just to make sure that her mum does not see me walking ard by myself,
she belanja-ED me lo.... ya...so nice...zzZZ
bring me to watch something I've already had...-.-''' (HSM 3)

But i still had fun spending the rest of my day skating to tiredness...
It was ShiYi's 1st time skating, my 3rd time...
1st time - form 1(06), 2nd time - form 2(07), 3rd time - form 3(08)
All during year end school holidays...Such coincidence~
I was skating well, didnt really fall.
Just fell 3 times coz ShiYi was falling, she pulled me along...Lolz
I've been studying the right way to skate after ShiYi left...that's when I really started to fall a lot, I was trying something new & was getting use to it.
I'm glad i learnt something...like what they say~ PRATICE MAKES PERFECT

Furthermore, i brought some souvenirs home -- bruises & blisters
But i've never regreted it...In fact, I paid to fall on ice.. =P
Went back home with my luii...I kena marah la...coz it was quite late already..
Most importantly, I enjoyed my day..

P.S:
1. Too bad ShiYi didnt bring her camera, while mine was with my sister.. So,we do not have pictures to entertain u... Haihz
2. though ShiYi & W.Soon were dating, I wasnt left out at all...THKx

16th Nov
Learnt some valuable lessons today...
" 我 才 发 现，我 看 不 见（甚 至 没 看 见），并 不 代 表 它 没 发 生（或 不 存 在）。。。"

Today
I would like to share with u the weekly TV series I'm enjoying all this while:
1. Ghost Whisperer (Staring Jennifer Love Hewitt) Tuesdays 10.30pm on 8TV
-I forgot what seasons is palying currently, but i'm its not the 1st..XD





2. Kyle XY (Staring Matt Dallas) Sundays 11pm on TV3
-season 2 (adds a gal [XX] as shown in picture below)




Highly recommended by Amy..^^

Some improvement?

Tired...
spent half of my day at school... doing what?
LM had a gotong-royong~

I'm ok...i had quite a nice time...
BiHui, Anyi, WeiLing & YaJing didnt turn up for the 'duty' today...
Which means... A little less stress on me, i guess...
At least i dont have to think or worry why i'm not talking to them...

Had a little talk to XueBing today...
felt better...
Though everyone was tired, sweaty & smelly....
But still, Satistaction Rocks!!!
I smiled my best today~ at least i think i did?

Anyway, that's about everything...In School

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Back at home...
nothing extraordinary, just...weird & funny...

I felt kinda stupid,
My sister drove down to Pasar Malam with me...
Because she wanted to catch a FLY~
L-O-L!!!!!!
Some people were laugh at us...
zzZZ....
We stood at the meat stall, held a plastic bag in our hands,
eying on the FLY....
Just imagine how funny it could be... Urgh!

Okay, its was sort of a homework she had to do...
As in form 6 Biology stuff....
I'm like rearing a cockroach at home~ Eww....
We threw in a piece of my cat's biscuit in the jar for it...
Ow...it was so hungry~

I'm trying to fit a video in here...

Ok, i know i'm being quite wu liao here...=P
In a nutshell, i enjoyed today...
Thanks to some people who cares enough...
Gratitude to:(indirectly, my Sifu)
LiuYongQing[4s1]
ChongSuetPing
[dun really know how to spell her name XD]
I could never thank u guys enough!

p.s: i've always been talking quite personal on my blog...
plz dun get offended. I've never thought i would hav male visitors^^
Then came WengMing & WeiSern... Lolz
Love u guys~ >.<

I never knew~

+The Unrevealed was revealed+

Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad......
Quite sad quite sad quite sad quite sad quite sad quite sad quite sad

Hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt....
Kinda hurt kinda hurt kinda hurt kinda hurt kinda hurt kinda hurt

Dont ask me why~
Not gonna tell...
Dont feel like telling...

I always knew i was a joke....
But i wasnt aware of how serious it is~
Life in primary & secondary are really really different!

I always thought i am a super cautious person...
But i guess i just wasnt cautious enough~

So tired...
I'm still waiting for things to turn around...

Hopefully~

My Mocca

In memories of Mocca-brown...my dearest

Died on : 29th of July, 2008

He had Feline Immunodeficiency Virus(FIV)...sumting as in Cat-Aids....
He also had leukiamia...
He was suffering.... Chances of survival was weak....
We just had to put an end to his miseary...
I signed the consent form(sumting lyk a contract, allowing the doctor to put him to sleep)
I didnt see him die... I was at school....

I've always treated him as my little brother~
I LOVE HIM~
dear mocca, I will miss you, ALWAYS~

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Others:

#Rushan broke up with Anyi~
I never saw it coming...
as they've just gotten closer...
She was happy that day...
He never knew?

He thinks this is best for anyi? or himself? I do not know~
But I do know that he broke many hearts,
taking this step; making this decision...

However, it is his decision.[sumting I have to respect]

#Honestly, sumtimes...
I get fed-up and offended(in a p*ssed off way) of/by Anyi
She keeps saying things that just easily gets on my nerves...
And I'm quite disappointed of her "laziness" to care....
She doesn't care if it breaks her heart!
Never deciding for herself,
earning sumting she deserves!
In fact, they r both the same~
Never thought of changing the way things appear to be...

Today Anyi said that sum how,
she has a feeling that Sandy & Rushan couple~
So SWT!!!!
but its not impossible though~

In a nutshell, so many things happened~
all sorts of it~
and I've cried so many times.....
I took out my snoopy~
{snoopy: one of my standard 6 b'day present;
i take it out only when I'm vry vry sad-crying a lot}

But thanks for everything that made me smile~

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Something Worth Being Happy of
My name was suggested to Pn Chia [guru penasihat LM]
to represent LM for the leadership camp...
I'm vry grateful... really I am!
however, there are conditions I have to fulfill~
I've already passed up the form...
And really hoping that I get chosen!
I want to make LM proud!

Special Thanks to:
Pn Chia
Pn Teh
The LM committees
especially- Boon Wei, Jia Yi & Wei Jie

Revive! [CheeRz]

I'm back!!!
but who cares anyway? ~ watever ~

Today~ no jaring....
So i went to midvalley...with my Luii & fren...
Objektif:
BUY MY KAI GOR'S BDAY PRESENT {check!}
gratitudes to: LIEW BIHUI & NG WENGMING
manage to buy the shirt at RoMp...

and found out dat romp had a renavation~
quite nice...

As we walked the mall....
we passed by stalls....
all so cute...
There's one that has cute t-shirts in containers...
suitable for guys, gals & even couples~

And another stall....
I told anyi before...
that stall sells mostly couple items...
another sumting attractive, was its birthday bear...(or pig)
if u wanna noe wat it looks like, go find LimAnYi of 3a3...
she has one...
THE BEAR is bigger than the pig, not mentioning cuter too,
but they still costs the same...RM8~
if u want to noe where....
NORTH COURT~3th floor
landmarks:TOYS'R'US, FOOD JUNCTION

when i was at midvalley,
75% of my conversation was about ann & ruu~
gek sei my kai Luii~

everything i saw... i mentioned them...
so wanted to see them in the couple t-shirts...
so wanted to buy them the couple key-chains..
so wanted to present them the couple bottle(which i mentioned to ann b4~)
So CUTE!

Never really had such a relax on my Saturday...
Really Happy~

Hope everything turns out RIGHT~

SaTisFacTion RoX!
谊、如 的 结 合， 是 多 人 的 幸 福！

Everyone needs to be happy!

Everyone needs to be happy~

I had a happy start today...
clumsy me...
didnt noe today got HIJAU```

n Bi's not ignoring me anymore...
though i dun noe y n how?
but who cares?
i'm happy ; )

1st time i duty...
dis morning...
wakil kelas(LM)...
feels not bad lar...
c how lor later...

at the half end of the day...
i went to manga city...
as usual after sports practice...
&...
I met mr oxygen & mr kuala selangor...
at about 3.45pm i think....
jealous????
*evil grinzz*

ok/ok lar...
nothing much to blog really...
juz dat i shuang~

den b4 i left the skul area...
outside 711, i saw a extremely CUTE poodle,
in the car with its owner...
so vry vry cute~
It made my smiled sweetly....
so cute~

Juz crapping...

Well, 2day nothing much...
but...
i'm really happy about 1 thing...
I got a compliment frm...
*******(exclamation marks)

Damn happy weyy...
BlueckX~

Satisfacian RockxX!

Morning went 4 bola jaring lorr....
had training & played match...
Yaii!!!
my team won...
alternate came for a little while today...
in simple clothing...
juz a shirt & jeans...
guess he's not really dat in to netball...
he has enouugh time for himself,
frenz, n other clubs & activities...
i so 佩服 him leh...

den later huayue lor...

i'm so vry poor dis week...
bankrupt liao lor...

well, sumting surprised me today*exclamation marks*
i was invited for lunch with the kbj members...
but bearbear din cum today...
n... i no money liao....
so din go...
but stiilll happy...
& i thought i was left out.. lolz

dats all i guess... byezzz

Satisfacian RockxX

U had quite a reaction after he passed by...

I was in a quite nice mood dis morning...
I met mr K along the corridor...
Frm under the prefect bridge we walked...
Till the top of block b...
We walked side by side...
It was some sweet moment...
my 'frenz' werent with me...
I was damn quiet along the journey...
I kept calm without any reaction...
pretending i didnot noe him...
but smiled sweetly my heart did...
i didnt know if he recognized me...
or did he noe it was me?
or did he see me?
was he aware of my presence?
Adorable^^

He oso passed my side,
where he went i donot noe...
but after he passed,
i saw a familiar reaction...
I smiled... I...
I dunno wat to say...

Shhh... 4 the meanwhile,
i'm the only one who noes dis...
Sharing it with u...

PS: PJ, SY n I all passed!!!
Mc donalds is in tugasan...
same as SY...
PJ=publisiti...
Me? = wakil kelas...


Feeling ok gua?....
Dats all to share 4 2day...
ByezzZ~

B!tTter & SwEetttz...

Hi... u said to me...
That's all of wat i see...
I tried my very best to smile at u...
But u juz turned away...
u shocked ur head....
n it was the end...
Sucked me up the portal did...
But i, dunno why,
still struggling to stay...
stay in this world...
awaiting for HOPE...

More already ignoring me...
& there will be more to come...
u asked not to think too much...
but i juz cant help it...
u hav the reason of ignorance...
but the reason of ignorance i do not understand....

I've manage to pass LM interview(exclamation mark x7)
I think i'm in to the audition(exclamation mark x7)
I've got sweet memories wif.....
*******/*****/*******
n my dearest gal frens...

Hope that tomoro would be a better day...
Thank u~

Friendz? I dont know if I speak those languages anymore....

Friendz?
i dun know if i speak those languages anymur....

TRUST is something u must gain...
by urself...
points r counted trough ur sincerity...

It is hard to trust...
For trusting wrongly will coz tons of pain...
there r still things u hide frm me...
And so, 10o% u gain NOT!
Curiosity kills the cat...
+SaCrif!cEd+

He needed not,
come all the way up to the highest floor...
But he still did...
Juz to see u???
*Repeatly these few days*

U still ignore me...
& I still dunno y?

Your ears are just so not into my words....
by propose...?
oR is dere a no-need-battery chatterbox,
by the side of ur ear....


I care! more than u would ever imagine...
more than u have ever noticed...
more than the issue...
&
For u, I shall not stop Caring...

My Long Lost Dream

Heyzzz,
Sorry for not blogging these few days...
Couldnt... Too bc... n tired...
didnt even hav time 2 do homework...
so wat happened to me these few days?
I think i'll let the poems do the talking...

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My Heartt of Glass
I aint noe anyting...
Idont// Idont
I wantt 2 noe...
Ido//Ido//IReallydo
Idont wanna be a dumb-dumb...
Idont//Idont
A thing that makes me care....
Itsyou//Itsyou
You skipped my essay...
Youdid//Youdid
Im not blaming you...
Imnot//Imnot

At the corridor I waited,
for any event that would happen...
But when I turned my back-again...
All has changed,
Like I arrived in a miror world...
A smile was put on the sourfaces,
They talked; They laughed....
They had seasons in the *sun*....

Why all the ignorance?
Idonot understand...
Isit becoz of the maRkING?
Wasit tearing us apart....
None of my business u said...
But I dont understand//
.
Congrats!
U successfully planted a bullet in my heart...
Crackings I hear...
My heart of glasss...

When will you get to read this?
Or will you ever come to my blog again?


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How Could I ever pretend?
*Why~I~踢*
How could I ever ever ever pretend?
Pretend I donot know you?
How did you ever ever manage to pretend?
Pretend you've never known me...
A familiar smile I see,
when Chye's handcrossed your shoulder...
A smile I've missed,
and havent seen in a while...
I so wished we could talk like friends...
Smile & laugh together...
BUT...
I'm just so NOT in your world.

#Alternate~K#
How could I ever ever ever pretend?
Pretend I donot know you?
But I've never wondered,
how you maage to pretend...
Becoz the truth is,
We donot know each other...
A bright & sweet smile I see,
When you speak with your friends...
A smile I've always longed to see...
A smile I want so much to share...
I wished a million times,
we could talk, smile & laugh together....
BUT...
All's left is just a dream...

*Both#
Ur smiles just make my day,
Ur smiles melt my heart away.
So continue smiling & Never take it off ur faces.
Let the happiness flow!
What more could I say?
qms take my breathe away...


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The story of the Waiting Princess

Princesses all around the world await their day to come;
Princes around the world seek their day to be…
From kingdom to kingdom,
till fairy-tales in dream…
Work hard will they, to make their dream be…
Lie in thee, will your Angel be...

Far across a distance, a princess got her dream.
But a dream is a dream. Snapped!
Did she awake, thy dream slipped from her hands…
For flee the prince did, to keep away from she…
To find, his one and only dream…
The angel he seek will no longer be a dream…
A dream will be, under the fairy’s wing…

Know little did he about a heart that beats.
Locked in the highest tower,
awaiting the day to be…
Much didn’t she wanted from he…
Just another look,
was enough to make her sink, deep,
in the big blue sea…

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I guess that's all I would say...
Thank u for being a go0d reader...

PS: If think u saw a lot of spacing errors...
U r wrong! I did on purpose...^^

自私

Disappointed... for ur selfishness...

你很自私。。。
为了避免自己受伤害，就躲了起来。。。
那我呢？
被伤得伤痕累累的；却又不被看得见。。。
要是我痛，就不要紧不是吗？
你痛又被别人同情、可怜。。。
我算得了什么？
我不是个机械人。。。
不是个连 '痛' 字都不会写的人。。。
你很痛吗？
能比得过吗？

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Friendz?
i dun think if i speak those languages anymur....
not a word of my name in any....
Jealousy suckX!

+qmS juz take my breathe away...+

Wat hav i done???

Livia Chan!!!!
Do u hav a problem wif me???
Wat hav i done to deserve dis?!?!?!?!?!

Well, i was caught by her dis morning...
along wif ning, jia n sum gals...
oh yes!!! Lum Joanne was dere too...
She borrow rm10 frm me...
plz remind me 2 get my money bac!!!

I din say a word during the whole incident.
my mum said i was stupid not 2 argue...
believe or not she asked me 2 fight 4 my rights,
as I was wearing the chs socks...

But i did mention dat it was useless 2 do so...
as dey would ask me 2 get a bigger pair!


After i went bac 2 class... i cried!!!
i noe its a small matter dat i shouldnt be crying over...
But i juz couldnt stop it,
everyting juz flow'ed' out vry swiftly...
it juz happened naturally...

i m a good gal...
i dun hav displin problem...
i hav never been caught 4 anyting lyk dat!!!
haihzzz.. disappointed...

but 4 wat so ever,
i m still gonna do my vry best in skul!
n u can do nothing 2 stop me!!!!
Muhahahaha!!!!
BluekX!!
^^

Dun mind juz EMOing....

Dun mind dat fellow up dere lar...
juz 4 fun!

Ok lar 2day....
had quite a lot of fun....
went visit my sis in stm.... (Seminar Theologi Malaysia)
Went 4 very good n nice food....
shopping.... Satisfied la....

Ya watever.... i too hope dat things would turn around...
SUM DAY?

C 1st la, 2moro how???

By the way hav any1 break the code yet???
A little tips.... (only 3 alphabet o...)


Juz a little secret.....
I'm representing my class for the 华语演讲比赛!!!
Shhh....
Secret!!!

Extra sumting

那些大头贴很美。。。真的很美。。。


if ever asked 4 reason of silence...
i stay silent....
Unwillingly 2 talk is the answer...
saying 4 not in the mood...
mind-blanked....
so blanked....


'un'understanding jealousy might any1 say...
watever... n anyting u say....
do i care...
will i care....
should i care?

double siding lost... breaking all apart....

Closer n closer I gain to the portal.... Just a step away n wouldnt I be in Neverland...

Hurtz so much.....

嗨。。。等到了又如何？
我还不只是想一只流浪的小猫。。。
跟在别人的后面。。。
miao~meow
因为在他们的谈话中，根本就没有我的存在！
V all said 2gether... But now I'm left to be on my own.....
@# The Unsharable #@

dis is sum part of the "sercet letter" ning was talking about...

its easier to leave den to say....
i dun hav a lot... i'm not vry ****....
its juz fittingly enough...

i dun ask 4 a lot....
But i do need attention juz lyk every1 else.....


+INCIDENT+

I called aloud... the names dat hav been named...
hundreds of eyes gaze my way...
no1 came 2 make 4 the date....
o... mayb juz at the wrong venue...
elders stared ... i so annoyed dem....

Is dere a problem with me?
Is it the problem with me??
Am I the problem???

the problem i c only occurs wen DEY are 2gether...
out of the world arent i?
out of the world...
so out of the world...

2156f^&er/$2v/klxTulp/elip3u0'j;kle/)#T/*&E^56jgylouf1gc,n"l%68nClb^u5l58cllgkf

if u noe wat i'm thinking....
break the above code!!!


I think dats alll....
juz so confused.....
hurtz.....
失望！。。。灰心！
+_+

P.S: Niin9... a hope u dat u would giv me bac the slip...
sorry 4 the inconvenience... and thanks...
Anyii... thanks! 4 everyting... touched by ur note
Ellyy... Hope of u understanding.... Thanks...
B!ii... Cheerful Cherry!!! Dun emo liao lo! = j
Every1!!! Gambatea o! Be strong!!!

I'm New

Hey, juz 4 ur info..... Its my first time blogging lor.....
Intro:
My name is Amy 15 dis year....
I'm studying in chs... 3a3



Skkul juz started not long ago....

I'm not really close with the ones in class....
dun realli noe much bout dem....

These few days.... I so feel left out....
Feel dumped..... all alone......
Dey dun really inculde me in their conversation.....
Dey r so together these days.....
I m so invisible.....
Dey do everything 2gether....
Is it juzz bcoz i'm in the 'a' class???
Or bcoz i'm hav vry different opinions.....???
So damn confused.....
Feel so down n weird.....
*INDESCRIBABLE* T_T