I trusted you, that's why I gave you my heart.
Now let me remind/warn you, it's really fragile.
Please take good care of it and always keep it safe.
Or else..
I dont know how long it can hold on.
I dont know when I'll want to take it back.

好累啊..
有时,我不想再主动了; 不想再热情了; 不想自动送上门了.
因为..你不会珍惜.
我开始有些累了,你知道吗?

I dont want this to ever end.
But I cant lie to myself, I feel insecure.
I'm serious, I think it's shaking.
But I really wish i can hear you say:
"Everything is going to be alright. No worries dear."
I love you so much my heart hurts.

If you think I'm being childish, think again.
ask yourself, Do you really understand what I'm saying here?
Or, do you still think that you're right?

Show me that you care...
if only you would care.. for me.. =)
love u ♥

from the heart of this morning..

I'm still Alive

Didnt blog on Sunday & Monday...
Well, it's because I...was busy..
lol.... with homework~
understood la...

So, catch up with me! ^^

11/1/09, Sunday
If u have no idea of what I do on Sundays,
The answer is, Church day~
All Sundays are fully booked! unless i make an exception ^^
Sermon of the day:
1. by Pastor Khon, "Giving urself to God"
-Give urself willingly to God
-Live for Christ

2. by 1 of our youth fellowship teachers, Benjamin Chan
-Luke 16, Being a good housekeeper
Are u a good housekeeper of God? ^^

And of course I had a fine day with my friends~

Every Sunday morning, before church (8:45am)
I go to 沙 登 新 村 学 校 校 友 会 for choir..
Turned out WenBin was teaching the kids again...
Because my teacher, (Ms?) Shamy Lai & John Ling (her newly wedded husband),
Went for Honey Moon! ^^ Heard they went to Bali.

Refilled with Love, Hope & Faith


12/1/09, Monday
Simple day~ Nothing big or special..
But I'm...a little disappointed of this boring day.
Did the Program Maju Diri, O.O 150 questions!
Waiting for the analyzing day to come..
'Cause I so wanna know more abt ME! ^^

During Physics, ShiYi... drew something...
So ugly! XD Ok, I admit I did help a little here & there.
We agreed that I would post it here,
unfortunately,
she hasnt send me the photo of our "masterpiece"
U'd make a "so lame" face , smile a little & shake ur head,
or Laugh ur breakfast out~
I was a good girl, trying to focus on what Bro. John was teaching. But as for ShiYi, she was too 'high' all thanks to her creativity. She start with a panda, then it became a bear, she added dog forelegs, continued with frog hindlegs. Later, it had a dugong's tail, a lion's mane,
tiger stripes, giraffe spots.....where do I stop?!?!
She finished it with some colorful touches
using all the HighLighters & pens she could get her hands on...
-.-''' big weird ugly creature~

My sister & I, the Kyle XY fans...
After school, we threw our bags on the floor,
& glued our butts to the chairs in front of the pc.
On youtube, we watched the season 2's episode 10 & 11.
Great show it sure was~♥

Plus, my elder sister's got her ears stuck with Talyor Swift's Love Story~
Lol...I've been listening to this song a lot lately,
And so she heard, watched the Movie Video,
& fell in love with it~
She's really addicted dy... ^^

#I wanna be part of your life#
♥Working on a day for u♥

13/1/09, Tuesday

Not anyhow super today...
I'm having the "nothing" mood with a "nothing" face..^^

Physics... I was sleepy... T.T
The 2 boys behind me...
TOTALLY FELL ASLEEP!
until the very second the class stood up,
& thanked Bro John...

Meet Adrian(Chia YY) today, ^^
he was waiting for his mummy...
He was walking around the school...alone
Wondered where he's FRIEND was...

Went for Hijau practice...
Wa... Panting away~
I really need lots of pracitce...
I did quite well, but I'm not that satisfied...
I know I can do better~
I got 19th among the P2s last year!
Shh... I'm aiming top 15 this year~
Lolz... hopefully

Was really really really tired,
walked back to school, to the library,
got my bag, went to my sis' class (U6B),
I was still breathing hard~
& mayb coz my sis' classroom to small & stuffy,
I think i was LACK OF OXYGEN~
Felt dizzy & felt like vomiting...-.-

Dont worry, I'm alright~ ^^

Is this a dream or is it not?
'Cause I cant live in dreams forever...
But I dont want to wake up;
At least, not yet...
Please let it last for a little longer...

♥Once again I smiled, BECAUSE OF U.♥

My Long Lost Dream

Heyzzz,
Sorry for not blogging these few days...
Couldnt... Too bc... n tired...
didnt even hav time 2 do homework...
so wat happened to me these few days?
I think i'll let the poems do the talking...

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My Heartt of Glass
I aint noe anyting...
Idont// Idont
I wantt 2 noe...
Ido//Ido//IReallydo
Idont wanna be a dumb-dumb...
Idont//Idont
A thing that makes me care....
Itsyou//Itsyou
You skipped my essay...
Youdid//Youdid
Im not blaming you...
Imnot//Imnot

At the corridor I waited,
for any event that would happen...
But when I turned my back-again...
All has changed,
Like I arrived in a miror world...
A smile was put on the sourfaces,
They talked; They laughed....
They had seasons in the *sun*....

Why all the ignorance?
Idonot understand...
Isit becoz of the maRkING?
Wasit tearing us apart....
None of my business u said...
But I dont understand//
.
Congrats!
U successfully planted a bullet in my heart...
Crackings I hear...
My heart of glasss...

When will you get to read this?
Or will you ever come to my blog again?


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How Could I ever pretend?
*Why~I~踢*
How could I ever ever ever pretend?
Pretend I donot know you?
How did you ever ever manage to pretend?
Pretend you've never known me...
A familiar smile I see,
when Chye's handcrossed your shoulder...
A smile I've missed,
and havent seen in a while...
I so wished we could talk like friends...
Smile & laugh together...
BUT...
I'm just so NOT in your world.

#Alternate~K#
How could I ever ever ever pretend?
Pretend I donot know you?
But I've never wondered,
how you maage to pretend...
Becoz the truth is,
We donot know each other...
A bright & sweet smile I see,
When you speak with your friends...
A smile I've always longed to see...
A smile I want so much to share...
I wished a million times,
we could talk, smile & laugh together....
BUT...
All's left is just a dream...

*Both#
Ur smiles just make my day,
Ur smiles melt my heart away.
So continue smiling & Never take it off ur faces.
Let the happiness flow!
What more could I say?
qms take my breathe away...


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The story of the Waiting Princess

Princesses all around the world await their day to come;
Princes around the world seek their day to be…
From kingdom to kingdom,
till fairy-tales in dream…
Work hard will they, to make their dream be…
Lie in thee, will your Angel be...

Far across a distance, a princess got her dream.
But a dream is a dream. Snapped!
Did she awake, thy dream slipped from her hands…
For flee the prince did, to keep away from she…
To find, his one and only dream…
The angel he seek will no longer be a dream…
A dream will be, under the fairy’s wing…

Know little did he about a heart that beats.
Locked in the highest tower,
awaiting the day to be…
Much didn’t she wanted from he…
Just another look,
was enough to make her sink, deep,
in the big blue sea…

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I guess that's all I would say...
Thank u for being a go0d reader...

PS: If think u saw a lot of spacing errors...
U r wrong! I did on purpose...^^