Mixed

Since it's holidays right now, I should post something right? =P

Saw this as KaiNee's status today: わたしは、あなたがいなくて寂しいです
Pronounced as watashiwa, anata ga inakute sabishii desu.
It means I miss you.

Really nice. And i found this:

There is no direct way to say "I miss you" in Japanese. Japanese people are not very direct and open about their emotions, as a result they have to express "I miss you" in a more round about way.

First, you need to know how you want to address the person:

• あなた (anata): very informal; used by both men & women to people they are very familiar with.
• 君 (kimi): same as anata, however it is more masculine; usually used by men
• (name)ーさん (-san): formal; when attached to the end of a name it means Mr./Mrs.
• (name)ーちゃん (-chan): informal; when attached to the end of a name it changes it into a "nickname"

Here are two ways to express "I miss you"

• XXX に会いたい(です)。

XXX ni ai tai (desu).

literally: I want to see XXX.

*desu can be omitted in informal situations

*It is similar to the way 보고싶어 (bogoshipeo) means "I miss you" when it literally means I want to see you.

• XXX がいなくて(私は)寂しい(です)。

XXX ga inakute, (watashi wa) sabishii (desu).

literally: When XXX (are/is) not here, (I) am lonely.

*desu can also be omitted

*watashi wa is often omitted because it is implied

original answer:

i miss you - Anata ga inakute sabishii yo :)

yey
わたしは、あなたがいなくて寂しいです。

Japanese exam coming up! Jiayou Jiayou! ^^

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Amy has so many many things to say~~
Both bitter and sweet.

Sweetz - A touching moment

Went out with Qing last friday. We had a suddenly plan of watching The Prince of Persia.
Since it was sudden, i was totally unprepared, didnt bring jacket.
When it was cold in there, he always made sure that I wasnt feeling chilly.
I liked that feeling. =P But only later I found out,
that when he was keeping me warm, he was actually freezing himself!

Totally touched! ♥

Thanks dear. =) 




Bitterz - When it's painful
 Tonnes of things poured upon me lately

I told YeeHliang i've sunken into a situation he was in through fb. And it sucks!

What for i spend so much time on you? Take care of you and always strive my best for you?

Why did I fight so hard for you? I loved you a hundred times better than now.

Now you just keep hurting and hurting me.

Shouldnt have stood up. So what? Very yeng is it?

Now you make me feel like i should have stayed among the dumb sheeps.

Then all I have to do is follow.

Why cant I stop loving you still?

Has anyone ever known that the idea of ending my life once passed my mind?
God, I've sinned.
It's rather recent. Everything's COMING.
I was so stressed that i wanted to just let go of everything.
I'm a faker, or maybe a psycho - those with multiple characters.
Being some many different me under different circumstances.

I'm sorry, I'm dumb, I'm a failure.
Do you realize how many times i apologize in a day?
I dont either. Sometimes I just dont know what else to say other than I'm sorry.
Because I really feel sorry. Sometimes for you, but most for myself.
I'm so pathetic! It's heartbreaking to see myself like this.
If I were you, I'll be so sick and tired of hearing me apologize.
I dont know is another famous one.
I dont know is it because of you.
You see this? Grr.. Sorry. Here I go again. I just cant stop!
Very mao dun right? Maybe cause of my emo mood now.
Sorry.

Now I'm suddenly thinking that things are done behind my back

Actually they are right? Fine.

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Yea, so this post will end EMO-ly. whatever.

To the ppl that really cares for me out there. I'm sorry. =/

Can somebody please tell me: WHY ME? =(

Voice: btw, ppl are admired for their courage to speak the truth. but do use your brain.

Listen.

What do I have against you people?

Stop hurting me! Now!

You dont know me!

And there are so many many things that you have no idea of.

You dont know what I've been through.

Who are you to judge me?

Havent you ever thought of thinking for others?

Have you ever tried understanding my stand?

Just Back Off!

You've hurt me enough.

Dear,

Please dont make me feel that I've made wrong decisions.

It's painful that sometimes,
when I'm with you, I always feel wrong.

Why do people even care of being right or wrong?

Those pretty words, they kind of stopped a long time ago huh?

Tell me what my existence mean to you.

My Weekend

Dont know why suddenly want to post this.
And dont know why when i'm posting this,
I'm thinking about Ms Ong~ -.-
Just thought she might want to know.
What I've been doing during My Weekend.

Morning + Afternoon,

Painting the grills..

Afternoon + Evening,

Chop off all the branches in front of my house and dispose them.

Went up and down a few times to dispose all those crap.

Want to know why my face was so red?

Because before that, went running around my taman with my sister.

Practise for cross country next week.

Didnt run much though..

kept waiting for my sis only..lol

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Luckily I slept late this morning.. =)

Or else now sure battery flat dy.

Haihz, didnt managed to do hw today.

Sobz... sobz..

Hope tmr will be a better day!

For you & for me & the entire human race.

Go GREEN people!

Toodles!

Still looking towards forever. ♥

Christmas, The Season of Giving

The true meaning of Christmas is more than just about Christmas Trees and Santa Claus,

It's about a gift, a very special gift.

New International Version John 3:16

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

Listen to this song and think about it's lyrics.
This video is a part of the movie 'The Passion of Christ'
I can still remember who sat beside me while we watched this very real and touching movie together.
This video is rather cruel and disgusting for some people, if you know you cant bear to look at it, DONT. You can just listen to the song and read the lyrics.


We Are The Reason - Avalon (Joy)

As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

He is my reason to live 

Written by David Meece
(c) 1980 Word Music / ASCAP
David Meece Homepage: www.david-meece.com 

This is not a fairy tale nor a folk tale. This is REAL.

So Remember,

Christmas is about Giving; not Receiving.

If you've received, be thankful, be merry, and rejoice!
If you're giving, give with a sincere heart.
施比受更为有福frm徒20:35

One more day

One more day..till SPM ends.

till my visit to Hong Kong.

Have been busy busy busy again..

It just wont stop..

These few days really packed schedule..

Tired.

Anyway, things are going to turn around. =)

I'll be flying tomorrow afternoon at 4pm,

reaching about 8pm.

Will go to GuangZhou also.

Anyway, the true reason of this whole trip is to visit some very far relatives.

And mum spent so much money for this trip.

She also bought us a new camera! Wee~

No more shaky and spoily camera.. Haha

See you guys soon! Muackx! ^^

Our Date♥

I'll be there

The pixel is rather small.

But watch carefully, it's Sweet. ^^

=(

I get more confused each day..

Not happy with it.

I'm stupid and pathetic.

Feel so sorry for myself.

Which way around? XP

I love this song so very very much!

It's full of feelings, statements, and promises.

It's a very meaning full song to me.

Sometimes I would cry when I hear it.

You might wonder why. =]

Anyway, hope you enjoy it.

Lyris

Chorus:

All:
I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

Bryan:
You are the sun
you are my life
and you're the last thing on my mind before I go to
sleep at night
you're always round when I'm in need
when troubles on my mind you put my soul at ease
there is no one in this world, who could love me like you do
that is the reasons that I wanna spend forever with you

Chorus:

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

Shane/All:
We´ve had our fun
and we've made mistakes
but who'd have guessed along the road we'd learn to
give and take (learned to give and take)
it's so much more than i could have dreamed, (I could have dreamed)
cause you make loving you so easy for me
there is no one in this world, who could love me like you do
that is the reason that I wanna spend forever with you

Chorus:

All/Shane:
I'll be loving you forever (forever)
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never (you never leave, no)
even if you took my heart (took my heart)
and tore it apart (and tore it apart girl)
I would love you still, forever

Shane:
And girl I pray you´ll leave me never

Bridge:

Mark
Cause this is the world where lovers often go astray
but if we love each other we won't go that way
so put your doubts aside
do what it takes to make it right
cause i love you forever no one can tear us apart.

Chorus:

All/Mark:
I'll be loving you forever (forever)
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart (took my heart, girl) and
tore it apart (and tore it apart, now )
I would love you still, forever (forever)

I'll be loving you forever (forever)
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart (took my heart girl) and
tore it apart (and tore it appart now)
I would love you still, forever

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever 

sometimes..it's just so difficult u want to let go.

but listen, dont lose HOPE.

The Runaway

Running away has never been a solution to any problem.

It may bring less pain, but it reveals no truth,

and gives no improvement,

it causes confusion.

it is not a solution.

One needs lots of courage and bravery to face problems.

Taking each risky step,

still wondering what the ending would be.

But still, we hope for the best,

hope that everything will turn out right.

Be careful, be prepared,

things often turn out the way it shouldnt be,

always unexpected, as it is out of our control.

Life is just full of surprises.

I guess I will never be able to take that place and that role.

It means too much to you.

I guess things are in the right place this time. =)

I wont stop loving you.♥

Something New

This is my new blog.

I changed the layout, changed the URL link..

Reasons?

1. Now it will be easier for me to manage my blog.

2. This new link makes more sense and it's easier to remember.

Feel free to comment about anything. =)

Thank you~ 

 Jia You, Jia You! to all who are having exams.

When Taylor Swift = ME

If you said sorry,
but still keep repeating the same thing over and over again,

I'm not sure if you're sorry.

You stay by my side and keep me safe.
Give me strength and bravery,
so i would go to the ends of the for You.

Because You are worthy,
I want to sing of Your love.
And so I will,
Forever.

September Babies

This post is specially dedicated to the TWINS!
since I didnt post for Shin and In so I just slipped it in with the twins.. so smart.. XD

After Shin and In's special day, it's QiHong and QiYan's turn. ^^
another 1 hour plus till their Birthday ends. Hope they enjoy it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARH!!!

Haha. I'm being very sincere ok?
Yea, I know.. I'm such a sweet girl.. =P
Love you guys! All the Best!

A trip back to Ayer Tawar

I just came back yesterday.. phew~ long journey.

Woke up 6am on Saturday and had a long journey back to my hometown, Ayer Tawar, Sitiawan, Perak. We went back for my cousin brother's wedding held on Sunday.
The wedding ran smoothly and traditionally. I enjoyed my visit back to Ayer Tawar, though it was sometimes boring. I spent lots of time playing with my niece and nephew lo.
Throughout this trip back, my family and i makan a lot only.. Kept eating and eating, really gained lots of weight. So many nice stuff to eat. Ate super delicious cendol at sitiawan and many more fukzhou delicacies. There is this handmade noodles store 50 steps behind the back door of the house. It's really good! The one with soup is called Loo Mian; the dry one is called Kangpuan. One big bowl only costs RM 2.20!! Super super delicious!

Also, on Monday, celebrated my nephew's 9th birthday. happy Birthday Phang Jun Xian! ^^

Anyway, here are some pictures taken by my cousin brother (Rei Chan), taken from his facebook. Enjoy. =)

Rei Chan & I

I look weird in this picture.. =/

Love this Long Mao! Haha. It's my younger sister's.
Long Mao Is very cuddly and huggable.. wished I had 1 too. XD

From left, cousin sis (Alicia Chan), my sis (Michelle), cousin bro aka groom (Heng Teik), niece, nephew, Me, my sis (Denise), cosin sis (Sarah Tan)

Officially cousin sister in law! Pretty bride (Mei Chee)

All girls

My sisters and the bride.

The bride and groom have been together since high school.. Now FINALLY got married le.. Wa.. admire them so much. ^^
This Saturday attending another dinner of theirs at the J.W.Marriot. Cheers!

Found a blog

Lim Diing Yienn of 4s9 has a blog.
created last month.
still not very active though..
'cause of exam i think.
anyway.. just some free publicity. ^^
to navigate to his blog, please click HERE.

Happy Birthday!!

Happy Birthday to the 2 Birthday boys!! *claps*
The 1 in white is my Ken gor gor. studying in HELP.
The 1 in yellow is the genius who baked me a delicious chocolate cake during my birthday, Tam Soon Kiat!
Ken is officially 20! And Tam is 19!
Hope they have a blissful year ahead.
Later going to friend's house to celebrate with them. =)
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HaPpY b!rThd@y~

signing off,
dreAmy.
6.25pm

;)

Each day we make decisions.
Each day we face problems.
Dont let sorrow make your day sink,
But cherish all that u have, all that u wish for,
All that u LOVE.

Try living everyday to the best; Live it as if it is your last. <3