Bitter - Sweet

Mixed

2010-06-17T00:06:00.002+08:00

Since it's holidays right now, I should post something right? =P

Saw this as KaiNee's status today: わたしは、あなたがいなくて寂しいです
Pronounced as watashiwa, anata ga inakute sabishii desu.
It means I miss you.

Really nice. And i found this:

There is no direct way to say "I miss you" in Japanese. Japanese people are not very direct and open about their emotions, as a result they have to express "I miss you" in a more round about way.

First, you need to know how you want to address the person:

あなた (anata): very informal; used by both men & women to people they are very familiar with.
君 (kimi): same as anata, however it is more masculine; usually used by men
(name)ーさん (-san): formal; when attached to the end of a name it means Mr./Mrs.
(name)ーちゃん (-chan): informal; when attached to the end of a name it changes it into a "nickname"

Here are two ways to express "I miss you"

XXX に会いたい(です)。

XXX ni ai tai (desu).
literally: I want to see XXX.
*desu can be omitted in informal situations
*It is similar to the way 보고싶어 (bogoshipeo) means "I miss you" when it literally means I want to see you.

XXX がいなくて(私は)寂しい(です)。

XXX ga inakute, (watashi wa) sabishii (desu).
literally: When XXX (are/is) not here, (I) am lonely.
*desu can also be omitted
*watashi wa is often omitted because it is implied

original answer:

i miss you - Anata ga inakute sabishii yo :)

yey
わたしは、あなたがいなくて寂しいです。

Japanese exam coming up! Jiayou Jiayou! ^^

* * *

Amy has so many many things to say~~
Both bitter and sweet.

Sweetz - A touching moment

Went out with Qing last friday. We had a suddenly plan of watching The Prince of Persia.
Since it was sudden, i was totally unprepared, didnt bring jacket.
When it was cold in there, he always made sure that I wasnt feeling chilly.
I liked that feeling. =P But only later I found out,
that when he was keeping me warm, he was actually freezing himself!

Totally touched! ♥

Thanks dear. =)

Bitterz - When it's painful
Tonnes of things poured upon me lately

I told YeeHliang i've sunken into a situation he was in through fb. And it sucks!

What for i spend so much time on you? Take care of you and always strive my best for you?

Why did I fight so hard for you? I loved you a hundred times better than now.

Now you just keep hurting and hurting me.

Shouldnt have stood up. So what? Very yeng is it?

Now you make me feel like i should have stayed among the dumb sheeps.

Then all I have to do is follow.

Why cant I stop loving you still?

Has anyone ever known that the idea of ending my life once passed my mind?
God, I've sinned.
It's rather recent. Everything's COMING.
I was so stressed that i wanted to just let go of everything.
I'm a faker, or maybe a psycho - those with multiple characters.
Being some many different me under different circumstances.

I'm sorry, I'm dumb, I'm a failure.
Do you realize how many times i apologize in a day?
I dont either. Sometimes I just dont know what else to say other than I'm sorry.
Because I really feel sorry. Sometimes for you, but most for myself.
I'm so pathetic! It's heartbreaking to see myself like this.
If I were you, I'll be so sick and tired of hearing me apologize.
I dont know is another famous one.
I dont know is it because of you.
You see this? Grr.. Sorry. Here I go again. I just cant stop!
Very mao dun right? Maybe cause of my emo mood now.
Sorry.

Now I'm suddenly thinking that things are done behind my back

Actually they are right? Fine.

* * *

Yea, so this post will end EMO-ly. whatever.

To the ppl that really cares for me out there. I'm sorry. =/

Can somebody please tell me: WHY ME? =(

Voice: btw, ppl are admired for their courage to speak the truth. but do use your brain.

Listen.

2010-05-31T15:22:00.002+08:00

What do I have against you people?

Stop hurting me! Now!

You dont know me!

And there are so many many things that you have no idea of.

You dont know what I've been through.

Who are you to judge me?

Havent you ever thought of thinking for others?

Have you ever tried understanding my stand?

Just Back Off!

You've hurt me enough.

Dear,

Please dont make me feel that I've made wrong decisions.

It's painful that sometimes,
when I'm with you, I always feel wrong.

Why do people even care of being right or wrong?

Those pretty words, they kind of stopped a long time ago huh?

Tell me what my existence mean to you.

My Weekend

2010-01-31T00:29:00.002+08:00

Dont know why suddenly want to post this.
And dont know why when i'm posting this,
I'm thinking about Ms Ong~ -.-
Just thought she might want to know.
What I've been doing during My Weekend.

Morning + Afternoon,

Painting the grills..

Afternoon + Evening,

Chop off all the branches in front of my house and dispose them.

Went up and down a few times to dispose all those crap.

Want to know why my face was so red?

Because before that, went running around my taman with my sister.

Practise for cross country next week.

Didnt run much though..

kept waiting for my sis only..lol

***

Luckily I slept late this morning.. =)

Or else now sure battery flat dy.

Haihz, didnt managed to do hw today.

Sobz... sobz..

Hope tmr will be a better day!

For you & for me & the entire human race.

Go GREEN people!

Toodles!

Still looking towards forever. ♥

Christmas, The Season of Giving

2009-12-25T14:07:00.003+08:00

The true meaning of Christmas is more than just about Christmas Trees and Santa Claus,

It's about a gift, a very special gift.

New International Version John 3:16

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

Listen to this song and think about it's lyrics.
This video is a part of the movie 'The Passion of Christ'
I can still remember who sat beside me while we watched this very real and touching movie together.
This video is rather cruel and disgusting for some people, if you know you cant bear to look at it, DONT. You can just listen to the song and read the lyrics.

We Are The Reason - Avalon (Joy)

As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

He is my reason to live 

Written by David Meece
(c) 1980 Word Music / ASCAP
David Meece Homepage: www.david-meece.com

This is not a fairy tale nor a folk tale. This is REAL.

So Remember,

Christmas is about Giving; not Receiving.

If you've received, be thankful, be merry, and rejoice!
If you're giving, give with a sincere heart.
施比受更为有福frm徒20:35

One more day

2009-12-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

One more day..till SPM ends.

till my visit to Hong Kong.

Have been busy busy busy again..

It just wont stop..

These few days really packed schedule..

Tired.

Anyway, things are going to turn around. =)

I'll be flying tomorrow afternoon at 4pm,

reaching about 8pm.

Will go to GuangZhou also.

Anyway, the true reason of this whole trip is to visit some very far relatives.

And mum spent so much money for this trip.

She also bought us a new camera! Wee~

No more shaky and spoily camera.. Haha

See you guys soon! Muackx! ^^

Our Date♥

I'll be there

2009-12-05T23:40:00.001+08:00

The pixel is rather small.

But watch carefully, it's Sweet. ^^

=(

2009-12-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

I get more confused each day..

Not happy with it.

I'm stupid and pathetic.

Feel so sorry for myself.

Which way around? XP

2009-11-29T01:52:00.003+08:00

I love this song so very very much!

It's full of feelings, statements, and promises.

It's a very meaning full song to me.

Sometimes I would cry when I hear it.

You might wonder why. =]

Anyway, hope you enjoy it.

Lyris

Chorus:

All:
I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

Bryan:
You are the sun
you are my life
and you're the last thing on my mind before I go to
sleep at night
you're always round when I'm in need
when troubles on my mind you put my soul at ease
there is no one in this world, who could love me like you do
that is the reasons that I wanna spend forever with you

Chorus:

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

Shane/All:
We´ve had our fun
and we've made mistakes
but who'd have guessed along the road we'd learn to
give and take (learned to give and take)
it's so much more than i could have dreamed, (I could have dreamed)
cause you make loving you so easy for me
there is no one in this world, who could love me like you do
that is the reason that I wanna spend forever with you

Chorus:

All/Shane:
I'll be loving you forever (forever)
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never (you never leave, no)
even if you took my heart (took my heart)
and tore it apart (and tore it apart girl)
I would love you still, forever

Shane:
And girl I pray you´ll leave me never

Bridge:

Mark
Cause this is the world where lovers often go astray
but if we love each other we won't go that way
so put your doubts aside
do what it takes to make it right
cause i love you forever no one can tear us apart.

Chorus:

All/Mark:
I'll be loving you forever (forever)
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart (took my heart, girl) and
tore it apart (and tore it apart, now )
I would love you still, forever (forever)

I'll be loving you forever (forever)
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart (took my heart girl) and
tore it apart (and tore it appart now)
I would love you still, forever

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

sometimes..it's just so difficult u want to let go.

but listen, dont lose HOPE.

The Runaway

2009-11-22T23:35:00.003+08:00

Running away has never been a solution to any problem.

It may bring less pain, but it reveals no truth,

and gives no improvement,

it causes confusion.

it is not a solution.

One needs lots of courage and bravery to face problems.

Taking each risky step,

still wondering what the ending would be.

But still, we hope for the best,

hope that everything will turn out right.

Be careful, be prepared,

things often turn out the way it shouldnt be,

always unexpected, as it is out of our control.

Life is just full of surprises.

~~I guess I will never be able to take that place and that role.~~

~~It means too much to you.~~

~~I guess things are in the right place this time. =)~~

I wont stop loving you.♥

Something New

2009-11-19T18:13:00.001+08:00

This is my new blog.

I changed the layout, changed the URL link..

Reasons?

1. Now it will be easier for me to manage my blog.

2. This new link makes more sense and it's easier to remember.

Feel free to comment about anything. =)

Thank you~

Jia You, Jia You! to all who are having exams.

When Taylor Swift = ME

2009-11-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

If you said sorry,
but still keep repeating the same thing over and over again,

I'm not sure if you're sorry.

2009-09-27T17:52:00.000+08:00

You stay by my side and keep me safe.
Give me strength and bravery,
so i would go to the ends of the for You.

Because You are worthy,
I want to sing of Your love.
And so I will,
Forever.

September Babies

2009-09-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to the TWINS!
since I didnt post for Shin and In so I just slipped it in with the twins.. so smart.. XD

After Shin and In's special day, it's QiHong and QiYan's turn. ^^
another 1 hour plus till their Birthday ends. Hope they enjoy it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARH!!!

Haha. I'm being very sincere ok?
Yea, I know.. I'm such a sweet girl.. =P
Love you guys! All the Best!

A trip back to Ayer Tawar

2009-09-23T18:55:00.000+08:00

I just came back yesterday.. phew~ long journey.

Woke up 6am on Saturday and had a long journey back to my hometown, Ayer Tawar, Sitiawan, Perak. We went back for my cousin brother's wedding held on Sunday.
The wedding ran smoothly and traditionally. I enjoyed my visit back to Ayer Tawar, though it was sometimes boring. I spent lots of time playing with my niece and nephew lo.
Throughout this trip back, my family and i makan a lot only.. Kept eating and eating, really gained lots of weight. So many nice stuff to eat. Ate super delicious cendol at sitiawan and many more fukzhou delicacies. There is this handmade noodles store 50 steps behind the back door of the house. It's really good! The one with soup is called Loo Mian; the dry one is called Kangpuan. One big bowl only costs RM 2.20!! Super super delicious!

Also, on Monday, celebrated my nephew's 9th birthday. happy Birthday Phang Jun Xian! ^^

Anyway, here are some pictures taken by my cousin brother (Rei Chan), taken from his facebook. Enjoy. =)

Rei Chan & I

I look weird in this picture.. =/

Love this Long Mao! Haha. It's my younger sister's.
Long Mao Is very cuddly and huggable.. wished I had 1 too. XD

From left, cousin sis (Alicia Chan), my sis (Michelle), cousin bro aka groom (Heng Teik), niece, nephew, Me, my sis (Denise), cosin sis (Sarah Tan)

Officially cousin sister in law! Pretty bride (Mei Chee)

All girls

My sisters and the bride.

The bride and groom have been together since high school.. Now FINALLY got married le.. Wa.. admire them so much. ^^
This Saturday attending another dinner of theirs at the J.W.Marriot. Cheers!

Found a blog

2009-09-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

Lim Diing Yienn of 4s9 has a blog.
created last month.
still not very active though..
'cause of exam i think.
anyway.. just some free publicity. ^^
to navigate to his blog, please click HERE.

Happy Birthday!!

2009-09-13T18:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to the 2 Birthday boys!! *claps*
The 1 in white is my Ken gor gor. studying in HELP.
The 1 in yellow is the genius who baked me a delicious chocolate cake during my birthday, Tam Soon Kiat!
Ken is officially 20! And Tam is 19!
Hope they have a blissful year ahead.
Later going to friend's house to celebrate with them. =)
....
HaPpY b!rThd@y~

signing off,
dreAmy.
6.25pm

;)

2009-09-11T16:06:00.000+08:00

Each day we make decisions.
Each day we face problems.
Dont let sorrow make your day sink,
But cherish all that u have, all that u wish for,
All that u LOVE.

Try living everyday to the best; Live it as if it is your last. <3

Sweet 17

2009-09-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

Amanda Kok!!
Happy Birthday to you!
Have a blessed birthweek and Gambate in your exams.
Muackx! haha

Kyle XY season 3!

2009-08-26T09:29:00.000+08:00

Kyle is back people! Hurray! Haha
Miss him soooooooooooooo much. He's finally back on tv~ I'm so excited!

In picture (frm left): Kyle(Matt Dallas), Amanda(Kirsten Prout), Jessi(Jaimie Alexander)

This season, things are getting more and more complicated. Aaah~ I'm so addicted. ^.^
Interested? dont know why they change the day and time to so late.. T.T
Every Wednesday, 11pm, TV3. Enjoy~

Sad to say, season3 only 10 episodes.. that's really little! And I heard no more season4! T.T

For more info, you can visit: http://kyle-xy-season-3.blogspot.com/

2009-08-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

I trusted you, that's why I gave you my heart.
Now let me remind/warn you, it's really fragile.
Please take good care of it and always keep it safe.
Or else..
I dont know how long it can hold on.
I dont know when I'll want to take it back.

好累啊..
有时,我不想再主动了; 不想再热情了; 不想自动送上门了.
因为..你不会珍惜.
我开始有些累了,你知道吗?

I dont want this to ever end.
But I cant lie to myself, I feel insecure.
I'm serious, I think it's shaking.
But I really wish i can hear you say:
"Everything is going to be alright. No worries dear."
I love you so much my heart hurts.

If you think I'm being childish, think again.
ask yourself, Do you really understand what I'm saying here?
Or, do you still think that you're right?

Show me that you care...
if only you would care.. for me.. =)
love u ♥

from the heart of this morning..

2009-08-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i really beh tahan u know? BEH TAHAN!
I'm like a lion.. I feeling like biting now! Grrr...
Urgh! *screams!*

Do u know? I'm trying real hard to get to know u more.
I'm desperate. Totally desperate!
I'm learning to Love u. And to love all of u, every single detail of u.
Because u are not perfect. Nobody is.
Excuse me, Are u doing the same? Why do I doubt it?
I dont see improvement seriously! What am I to u?
Why do u always make me feel so wrong? zzz

And, stop it! U are not always right! Not everytime, u only see things the way u do.
Why do u always think that u are correct? absolute?
Maybe there are some things u just cant understand.
Urgh, u r so stubborn! Hard headed!
Do u really really know each and everyone of us?
U dont know what are in our minds.
u used the word 'hate'. HATE!

Sorry. Whatever. I'm mad. I'm pissed.
yea.. someone stepped on my tail and got on my nerves. Whatever!
*Roars*

I hate myself...I LOVE YOU! damn

do u think that i am the problem? i dont think so!

signing off,
12.50am

When you're Gone..

2009-08-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

Yu Xun..

School without LYX, Day number 1.
So not use to it.

We didnt...

See his friendly face.
Hear his voice.
Hear him tell lame jokes.
Hear him crap.
Hear him brag.
Hear him ask about Wakil Kelas.

today..

I'm infected by the latest virus. it's call the MYX disease.
Miss Yu Xun...totally infected.

It's the holidays,
Gonna miss you tons ♥

2009-08-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

*The only picture i could find of him.

Name: Boy Boy
Gender: Male
D.O.B: October 2007
Age: 1+

Personality:
-Very Tame
-Manja
-Lazy
-Obedient

My dearest kitty.. passed away this morning.
Cause of death? long story..
It started on the 13^th of August.
I asked my sister to drive me out to the bookshop to buy some stuff.
Then when we came home, as usual the cats were lazing at the car porch.
According to my mum, my sister wasnt driving slow enough.
I wasnt aware though i was in the car. I was enjoying the radio.
My sister was driving into the car pouch when... *bump* the driver's wheel ran over something.
I rushed out of the car! and saw poor BoyBoy crying and growling in extreme pain.
Immediately called the doctor. Then took him to the clinic.
Friday, while I was at the installation, BoyBoy was undergoing surgery for his complete bone fracture located at the right hind leg.
Yesterday night got a phone call from Dr Tan and he said that BoyBoy hasnt been urinating although he drank lots of water. Dr said there's a leakage, the urine leaking into the abdomen.
Dr Tan planned to solve the problem today, but this morning found him dead. His bladder burst.

I didnt get to see him.. since Thursday, he hadnt even had his dinner. Until the day he died, never ate. Saturday afternoon, when I was in school, mummy and my 2 sisters went visit him.

I miss him so much! He was the most obedient cat of the 7 cats.
When I say come, he'll come.
When I say up, he'll jump up on my laps.
When I say out, he'll get out of the room.
When I say No, he'll give me an innocent look, along with a Meow~

I feel guilty.. I was the one who had to go to the bookshop.. sobz..
But the largest guilt, i know, is beared by my elder sister.
She accidently.. in directly... ehhem.. our kitty.
We'll sure miss him. It's sad.

Dumb cat, u should have ran 2 seconds earlier,
u should have ran faster..

Oh, dearest BoyBoy. WE LOVE YOU! Can u hear us?
Always, in memories of the beloved family.

I need you by my side. ♥

抽痛！

2009-08-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

她。。。
总是那样完美；那样体谅；那样坚强；总是那样的了解你。

她。。。
很聪明；很优秀；很本事；惹人喜爱。

我知道你对我要求很高；知道你想要我好，为我好。
也知道自己没有她那样完美。。
哭泣了。
因着让你失望，我向你道歉~

碰触的那一霎那，我听见你声音中的温柔。

在你眼中，野兽只不过是体形较大的兔子而已。。。

杨丞琳-理想情人

哀乐交叉

2009-07-31T21:13:00.000+08:00

I got what I like, and what I wanted.
I'm satisfied and very grateful.
Hope I didnt let anyone down. But maybe I already did. Sigh~
Happy? Not happy? Neutral? Confused?

I look at your faces, I dont know what to do, I dont know what to say.
Life.. is full of surprises. We should expect the unexpected.
Though I didnt really saw it coming.
We're still one big family right? =)
Love you~

有时候，我想把野兽收起来；我只想做兔子。。
你能接受有时候吗？♥

Random

2009-07-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

Well, there are many many tings on my mind that i want to blog about..
But Seriously no time lo.

Anyway..
LM AGM tomorrow!!!
feeling quite nervous bout it. We all are..
No matter what, promise, LM FOREVER! ok? =)
The best of luck to everyone.
Love you guys! Muackx!

a little confused sometimes ♥

Bomb!

2009-07-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

He's leaving!
On the 20th of August..
Flying to Canada.. for long a term..
No idea if we'll meet again after that.
Sad case..
Promise we will always think of you de!

Mr LYX~

Love me for who I am.

2009-07-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

People change a lot dont they? Yes, people do change, a lot sometimes.
The time, the surroundings, the stress, the different experiences.
No doubt people are TRYING to change for the better, but not all succeed you know?
Each day we grow a little more and change a little more too.
We try to be a little nicer as we live each day.
Keep up the good work! =)

Accept the challenge:
Say something nice to your friends everyday.
It doesnt have to be very flattering, just a simple praise will do.
Or maybe just show some appreciation to what he/she has done for you.
It isnt that hard really. All you need is a little courage and a friendly smile on your face.
Just a few words from a friend warms the heart.
Your words will add sunshine to your friend's day.
You'll never know if that little sugar is all he/she needs to face the day with strength.
The best part of it? It's FOC!

有谁可以告诉我？
为何等了良久、痴痴守着20分脚步不离的我，
既然没有几分的生气呢？
天啊，自从什么时候我的脾气变得这么好？
咋到~ =X

Random

2009-07-25T09:51:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. my camera is officially spoilt.. dont know what happen to it..
Randomly on it that day, no vision in the screen.. what the..
hate that stupid camera..lolz

Advertisement!
To anyone who is interested.. I'm Promoting..
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Just random. =)

Woke up thinking of you..
Get well soon. Muackx! ♥

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Hiccups
What are hiccups? Are you curious? =)
I'm sure you can get more professional tips from the net.
But let me share some information I've learnt during my most recent Biology lesson at Pusat Tuisyen Kasturi.

A normal hiccup occurs when your breathing center (located at the medulla oblongata of the brain) accidentally sends a wrong information to your breathing mechanisms.
Example:
When you inhale, your intercostal muscle contracts, rib cage move outwards and diaphragm downwards. But what if your diaphragm receives a wrong message and moves upwards? Air rushes out your lungs and flows in your lungs at the same time. The opposite direction of the air flow causes that akward sound known as hiccups.

How to get rid of hiccups?
As our chemoreceptors in our blood only detects the concentration of carbon dioxide/CO₂, the objective is to higher the concentration of CO₂ in our blood. When the concentration of CO₂ in your body rises, chemoreceptors detects it, sends information to the breathing centre. The breathing centre will then resend information to your breathing mechanisms. New and correct information controls your breathing process, breathing goes back to normal mode. Hiccup porblems solved! =)

Explaining the tradisional ways taught by our parents or grandparents:
Drink lots of water:
When you drink water, your trachea closes so that the water enters to the oesophagus and wont get you choked. Therefore in the process of drinking, we actually do not breathe. While drinking for a long~ period, you arent breathing for a long period too. Concentration of CO₂ increases in time.

Holding your breath:
Meaning not breathing.. so that the CO₂ concentration rises. To acheive the objective, it takes some time. Hence, you have to hold your breath for long enough.

Best way! x)
Grab a plastic bag and cover your nose and mouth with it. Start breathing with the plastic bag covering your nose and mouth. This way, you will inhale the CO₂ you exhaled out. Then the concentration of CO₂ in your blood rushes up. In a nutshell, this is the fastest way to heal you hiccup.

Credits to pusat tuisyen kasturi Bio teacher: Mr T.K. Leong

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I like him so much I forgot what Mr Sin is for anymore. TK Leong made me realise how interesting biology can be.
This is why I like bio~ All thanks to him! Haha.

Hope you enjoyed reading. Always happy to share. =P

*I will not be responsible for any wrong information of the above. Please do not misuse the information given above. Thank you.

Happy Day =)

2009-07-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

6 months!♥
You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your lover's arms can only come later when you're sure they won't laugh if you trip. ~Jonathan Carroll

There is no surprise more magical than the surprise of being loved. It is God's finger on man's shoulder. ~Charles Morgan

Love has no desire but to fulfill itself. To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving. ~Kahlil Gibran

Just upset

2009-07-20T18:36:00.000+08:00

I thought you would know what it feels like when you just dont want ppl to ask you things that'll bring back the unhappy feeling. I thought you would understand.
You used to tell me not to ask so much, cause it makes you feel hurtful, annoyed.
I really had no mood to answer those questions, I dont want to even think about it anymore. Please dont bring it back.. At least not now.
Hopefully, you'll see through my heart.
I'm just upset.

My heart aches..
You're Clueless, You're Foolish.
But I wont stop loving you.

tomorrow ♥

I cant Breathe

2009-07-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

I'm afraid, I dont know what lies ahead.
Scared, too scared of everything around me.
Where's my bravery? Where's my confidence?
I'm crying, I'm doubting myself.
What do I really want?
I'm terrified, terrified by the little little mistakes that may lead to failure.
How am I going to survive? Oh God, Save me!
*breathes strongly*
I must decide how I'll face my tomorrows.
I wont back off; I'll continue to strive.
Fail or Succeed? Let God decide, let the authorities decide.
Let there be sunshine and let there be rain;
But no matter what, I'll walk through the pain.

I'll try to give my best, please forgive me, and wish me luck.

I really really need your comfort and support.

Mummy, I'm sorry.

2009-07-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

I feel really really stupid. During that period of time, there was only me and my younger sister at home.

It was 8pm, my stomach was still empty. I recall mum's suggestion through the phone this morning. "If you come home and find that you're hungry, you can steam the big pau in the fridge for dinner." I did exactly the same...NO, not EXACTLY. Something was wrong, I left the the thing to steam and decide to have a rest in the living room. You see, I then fell asleep.

Woken up by my sister, I lifted my eyelids ans saw 'Giant Seremban Siu Pau' before my eyes.
I wasnt really conscious actually. Then I realized, something didnt seem right. It was the smell.. that burnt smell. What happened was, the water in the wok totally boiled up, leaving only heat in the wok, and it started fnctioning like an oven. I'm sure you know what a 大包 looks like. My steamed 大包 turned into a 烧包. Seriously, that block of charcoal bun... kept me stunned. But still, that was my dinner.

The outer layer was so badly burnt that only the filling of the pau was edible. Not long after the discovery, my mum came home. She said she could smell the burnt smell outside the house. Haihz. Great~, now my house smells burnt.

I know, I shouldnt have left the kitchen and then fell asleep. But I was really tired as I went out the whole day and had only 2hours+ of sleep this morning. Maybe you might think that I'm looking for excuses. I'll tell you, NO. I perfectly understand it was my fault.

What I'm trying to say is Dont Play Play with Cooking. If nobody noticed the incident, my house would have been burnt down. So please Be Careful at all times.

That's all i guess. Mummy, I'm sorry!

并没有发你的脾气；只是，我不舍。♥

Tagged by Jia Yee . Kristy . Yee Hliang

2009-07-11T17:56:00.000+08:00

1. The person who tagged you:
Jia Yee
Kristy
Yee Hliang

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
good friends.
friends
friends

3. Your first impression of him/her is:
loyal friend
talkative
my "friends' " bf

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is:
Hyper in class?
lm camp 09
lm camp 09

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
dont worry, i'm not interested. XD
should i give up or not?
lilac flame rocks

6. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that:
doing everything her own way
be more ladylike
too emo

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
nothing

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
he/she did something bad and unforgivable

9. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is :
celebrate a hot bday for her!
change her style of walking?
help keep fit. XD

10. Your overall impression on him/her is :
simple & average.
chatterbox =)
emotional

11. The characteristic you hate most about yourself :
always saying the wrong things making ppl unhappy

12. The most ideal person you want to be is:
that strong & special ME

13. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
I LOVE YOU TOO!

14. Pass this quiz to 10 people who want to know how they feel about you :
1-sophia ccf
2-irene csy
3-adrian cyy
4-jun poey
5-kwang chern
6-suet ping
7-weng ming
8-chong sheng
9-ee jay
10-rong yao

15. Who is 6 having relationship with?
she have lots of lao po. XD
16. Is 9 a male or a female?
male.
17. What is 2 studying at the moment?
science stream
18. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
Anyi!
19. What kind of music does 8 like?
err
20. Does 1 have any sibling?
2 sis, 1 bro; she's the youngest
21. Is 4 single?
Nope =P
22. What is the surname of 5?
Ho
23. What's the hobby of 3?
online?
24. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
not close at all
25. Where is 10 studying at?
chs pj
26. Say something casual about your eyes :
very small!
27. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
it never end. x)
28. Where does 9 lives?
puchong
29. What colour does 4 like?
jaring colour? lol.
30. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
they dont even know each other exists.
31. Does 2 like 7?
yup
32. How did you get to know 8?
same class when form 2.
33. Does 3 have any pets?
no idea.
34. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
sorry, not to me.
35. Are you sexy?
you tell me...
36. What am i doing now?
dreaming

Random

2009-07-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

We went on walking, without a specific direction.
We kept on walking, not knowing what lies ahead.
We spent time together.
I'm happy =)
Thank you Dear for today.
God knows that I'll cherish it. ^^

though felt a little sleepy and tired.

Together, we will face new tomorrows.

I still miss it.♥

As long as your loved one is by your side, everything is beautiful.

Camp (more pics less talk)

2009-07-03T22:08:00.001+08:00

As known, on the 2nd week of the June holiday, I went for another camp.
Sorry, not free to update too much of the whole camp. x)
OOXX by SCMC Youth!
080609-100609 ~ OutBac, Broga, Semenyih.
someone thought I was aged 20+ just because I was the 营长. Lolz.

DAY 1
the journey..

through the opening 1 at a time.

fly!

Praise & worship

DAY 2

kayaking

see the brown thing in the middle?
it's something like a tower. the top part is the platform for flying fox,
then 90 degrees wall for rock climbing. I think it's more than 3 storeys high. =S

flying fox

rock climbing

higher

coming down

DAY 3 (1am)
midnight programme workers

midnight scarers

DAY 3 (afternoon)
prize giving
before leaving

Me & Adam Tan!

Another job of mine

camp shirt

shirt designer: Tee Chee Hao

Time for bed! Haha. Chaoz~
.

如果你是爱他的，你就应该包容他一切的缺点。
quoted from 快乐一家

Tagged by Amanda & Jia Yee

2009-06-26T16:11:00.000+08:00

1.被点到的一定要填，不填代表你不尊敬点给你的人和问卷
2.老实的回答每一题问题
3.不行乱改题目
4.写完一定要点8位朋友，不可不点
5.写完后请通知那8位被点到的朋友
6.完成后，请告诉点你的人

-----点给------
1 Kayean
2 Yee Sim
3 Marissa
4 Weng Ming
5 Bi Hui
6 Li Yin
7 Yi Wen
8 You Xiang

-----個人題 - 10 題-----
01.你叫什么：Amy Phang Hui Yi
02 你的綽號：阿米, Mii, Meow, AP8, Ampang
03 你的血型：A+
04 你的星座：双鱼座
05 你是男還是女：女
06 你幾歲：16+
07 你住哪裡：沙登
08 你現在的學校 : SMJK Katholik, Petaling Jaya
09 你有沒有手機 : 跟妈妈公用 -.-
10 承上，那是多少：*不明*

-----朋友題 -----
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）：Sophia
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）：没有
13 你最正的女性朋友（限１個）：李加蒽
14 你最帥的男性朋友（限１個）：Desmond Shak
15 什麼樣的女生你最討厭：Cheap, Immature, 小器, Lala
16 什麼樣的男生你最討厭：Egoist, Childish, 不尊敬女生, 满嘴粗口, Smoker
17 你的好朋友有誰（不限）：你们都是
18 你經常和哪位朋友出去：Sophia
19 你身邊最憨的朋友（限１個，不能自己）: 蔡诗依
20 你身邊最可愛的朋友（限１個）: 陈亚当

-----情題 - １５題-----
21 你有沒有喜歡的人：有
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半: 念大学时
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：3个
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：5个
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：正初恋着
27 你現在有另一半嗎: 有
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：开导她
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎：要我怎么答？
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：好些兴趣相同，他符合我的条件，他付出的关怀，他给我的安全感。。他把我给吸引住了
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎：有
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎: 其一
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎：玩游戏的时候
34 是誰，你們什麼關係：朋友/契友
35 現在有人在追你嗎：他还没完全放弃

------混合題 - １０題------
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：伤心
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：心死
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：失望
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：绝对不会
40 你上課認真嗎 : 补习比较认真
41 你功課好不好：不太好
42 你开电腦都在幹麻：上线游戏、待人聊天
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: 手机不是我的
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：手机不是我的

------兇手題 - 1 0 題------
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：Amanda / Jia Yee
46 这個人對你好不好：好!
47 這個人是你的誰：朋友 / 好朋友
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：朋友的喜欢 / 曾相反 =X
49 你們認識多久了：真正认识半年
50 這個人是怎樣的人：I know her as a timid person, sweet, not calculative, forgiving, understanding. /
Smart, staright forward, hyper, like korean stars..
51 這個人正／帥嗎：请别否认
52 這人跟你有沒有在一起过：不是那种在一起
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办: 不可能

------聯想題 - １０題------
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：Jing Wei
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰：高均贤
58 說到憨你會想到誰：Jia Yee
59 說到痴你會想到誰：Shi Yi
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰：Sophia
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰：Sophia
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：Si Hui
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: Fuang En
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰：Huh??
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰：家凤

------學校題 - 1 1 題------
66 你的班導是誰: Cik Dhanam
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個： 最左，靠窗，最后第三行
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰：Pn Goh LH
70 你的英文好嗎：不错
71 你的體育好嗎：还好
72 你的数学好么：还可以
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：我比较喜欢上一任的
74 你的學校好看嗎：不怎么豪华，还令人满足
75 你的班級是：4S9
76 你的班級在幾樓：2楼

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
used such a long time to finish this.. -.-''

GUILTY or INNOCENT

2009-06-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

Long Tag by Kristy.

RULE 1: You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2: You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks! ( So, if you want an explanation.. Please comment.)

Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

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Asked someone to marry you?
Innocent

Kissed one of your Facebook friends?
Innocent

Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent

Ever told a lie?
Guilty

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
Guilty

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty

Kissed a picture?
Guilty

Slept in until 5 PM?
Innocent

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty

Held a snake?
Guilty

Been suspended from school?
Innocent

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
Innocent

Stolen from a store?
Guilty

Been fired from a job?
Innocent

Done something you regret?
Guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Innocent

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Innocent

Kissed in the rain?
Innocent

Sat on a roof top?
Guilty

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Innocent

Sang in the shower?
Guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Guilty

Shaved your head?
Innocent

Slept naked?
Guilty

Had a boxing membership?
Innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Innocent

Been in a band?
Guilty

Shot a gun?
Innocent

Donated Blood?
Innocent

Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent

Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty

Still love someone you shouldn't?
Innocent

Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Innocent

Been too honest?
Guilty

Ruined a surprise?
Guilty

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Guilty

Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
Guilty

Joined a pageant?
Innocent

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty

Had communication with your ex?
Innocent

Dating Someone?
Guilty

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent

A total stranger treat you by paying your public transportation fare?
Guilty

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty

I'm Tagging:
1. Adrian Chia
2. Amanda Kok
3. Sabriel
4. ChongSheng
5. EeJay
6. JiaYee
7. JunPoey
8. LiYin
9. YeeHliang
10. YiWen
11. ZhenNam
12. YouXiang
13. WengMing
14. Anysia
15. Narongrit
16. WenYiang

What's done, is done.

2009-06-13T17:07:00.000+08:00

Ok, this photo is taken today. x) Oops, yea.. I go cut my hair again. lolz
Arghz... too short. And it's all my fault, I really regret it!
I kept saying to the hairstylist: "Shorter. Shorter."
Hairstylist: "Har?! cut somemore arh? So short?"
Me: "Later kena disiplin. Shorter."
Hairstylist: "oh, ok."
Stupid me...! Should have kept my mouth shut. sighz
Before i decided to snip it, i asked many friends for their opinions. So many people ask me not to cut. But honestly, I really beh tahan dy, whenever mummy sees people with that hairstyle (eg: Xandria Ooi),
she'll say: "Amy should cut this type of hairstyle. Really suitable." -.-
But I wont deny that I wanted to try again lo. So, I cant blame anyone but myself.
If, somebody will tell me something I really want to hear right now, I'll fly! But of course, it must be sincere.

Something worth being happy for:
I went to KL for tuition. Then after my physics lesson, I went SHOPPING!
I passed by this store, then I noticed the big banner that said: 70% Discount
Haha. I bought 2 pairs of shoes. x) lolz.. i found the shopperholic in me.
sorry, camera no battery dy, so no pictures. anyway, here are some details.

Shoe#1
color: black
height: flat
design: golden buckle
occasions: casual
Original price: RM25
I spent: RM20
Bought from: Kota Raya

Shoe#2
color: white
height: 1 inch
design: golden bow
occasions: formal
Original price: RM59.90 (according to the Tauke)
Price of the day: RM25
I spent: RM20
Bought from: Store along Petaling Street

I was so happy I couldnt stop smiling on my way home.Totally excited. Now I know why people say shopping makes people happy. *winkx*
When I think of my purse being lighter, there's a little heartache. But then again, when I think of the 2 pair of pretty shoes in my hands, I'll smile again. =) Think of the price, cheaper than a pair of school shoes, damn worth it!

8th-10th of June,
I went to Broga, Semenyih for a camp. I was the 营长. =)
Will update a post with photos later. ^^ Cause the photos are not with me. Give me sometime, will post it. I promise.

Up next, tomorrow,
going down to Federal Hotel, Star Hill.
Go claim my RM80 from Kasturi for getting 8As in PMR. Yay!
I'll meet about 50+ chs-ians.See ya! ^^

That's all for today. Chaoz. =)
GOOD LUCK in EXAMS EVERYONE!

♥I'm sorry. I think too much.
Dont know what else to say.
I'll stay by your side.
ILoveYou.♥

Finally =)

2009-05-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

Yippee!! Blog construction almost done. ^^
What's left are comments needed from my dear visitors. Please do leave a word or two behind and tell me where i can improve. Thanks~

CHS Idol rocked dewan brother Phillipe Wu!
Category D did an amazing job! You guys are winner always.
Special applause to Zulynn & Kai Yi, H.I.M & the group that sang "Everyday I love You" !!!
*clapsclaps* I'm so touched by the melodies and lyrics~ x)

I'm really in a good mood today! =D
Happy Teacher's Day to my beloved teachers.

♥I'll try to understand more..♥

Me?

2009-05-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

Lose anything but NEVER EVER lose yourself. Or you'll REGRET.
Because the journey back to the preferred path hurts.

I keep telling myself I gotta learn from my mistakes.
So what have I learned lately?
-Trust only people you can trust.
-Stop being fake and get over the foolishness. Cause people roll their eyes at what I do.
-Collect more information before you speak. Make sure you know what you are talking about. Dont know what to say? Then Zip Shut!
-People are not that simple, live cautiously. Especially when you open your mouth. Cause for some reason I dont know, my words by nature always gets me in trouble. Tend to get on people nerves when I dont even notice it. Sighz... 病从口入，祸从口出。

A group of people stronger than others.
Whom everyone tries to get close to,
but at the same time fear so much.
Respect is super taken into account.
Eyes of an eagle they have,
They use it well.
Live out yourself? Bullshit. Cause fear takes over.
Suffocate.
The truth? I wont lie, I Fear You. all.

Have you known the feeling of changing for the better? When you strive and strive, but in the end in other people's eyes your efforts = nothing. I swear I tried real hard. You plant a tree but it bears no fruits? What a tragedy.

Since when life became so complicated?
Jay, Sher, Keat, Jim, Yi, I miss the old times.
Sobz..

drip drop drip drop... FINE

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

Did you do anything special today? =)

As I went down to KL for replacement tuition, I thought I could get something.
So, I walked about 5 flowerists, strolling up and down the street investigating each several times. Finally I picked a small bouquet worth RM15 and headed home by KTM..

Of course when I got home, nobody was in. I decided to present my flowers as a surprise. The beautiful bouquet was set somewhere near the entrance to make sure she'll see it. Later, I left home for church.

Adjacent to this special day, at youth, we made muffins for our mums! Both chocolate and vanilla~ too bad i didnt take pictures of them. The boys enjoyed digging their fingers into the bowl of whipped cream and licked their fingers contentedly. (No eye see liao~) Anyway, we all had a fun time, and our muffins were really nicely baked. So each of us brought home a little gift.

My flowers. take 1

My flowers. take 2

As you can see, roses. And the purple ones are called 'forget me not'.

Did you manage to say "I Love You" to mummy? Or maybe gave her a hug?

No one can deny their own mother's love and sacrifice made for them.
Learn to love and appreciate.
Wishing all Mummys in the world a Happy Mother's Day!
Muackx!

I wish upon a little star

Bleeding and Bleeding LOVE

2009-04-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

Wu Shu Night was a total blast!
A job well done to all who played a role that evening.

Good job to the form 4s incharge of ulang tahun LM too!
You guys did well.

I had to go when the duty started... How i wished i didnt have to go home.
Didnt do anything today... I feel damn weird.
Haihz... Wasted.. =(

Let's come to why i start blogging again..
I cant resist keeping everything in my heart anymore..
it really really hurtz...
If you dont understand, nevermind..
Just let me crap myself out of this sorrow.
Thanks for being a good reader.

Am I your shadow or what?
Sometimes I just want to stay by yourside,
though i know i wouldnt be able to help with anything,
the least i could do is to make sure you know that you are not in this alone.
dont push me aside.. SERIOUSLY! DONT!
*takes a deep breath*
Just because you know that I'll stick to you,
doesnt give you the permission to take everything I give for granted.
I need more than just a minute.
I dont know, maybe what i ask is too much?
Dont i have the right to?
You just dont know what it feels like, dont you?
Why cant you get it? Why cant you understand?

SHE - 他还是不懂
为什么当我推开门
他没有来拉住我
他还不懂还是不懂
离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是我要来的温柔
他还不懂永远不懂
一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我

Westlife - Forever
I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

Till the end,
I LOVE YOU

亲爱的傻瓜~

2009-02-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

This Movie Video is dedicated to all 傻瓜s in the world! ^^
Lolz... jk~ x)

光良－第一次 (First Time)

Ahahahahahaha! Guang Liang look so stupid....
Wakaka... ^^

♥ 笨猪♥

Weekly drop off

2009-02-21T14:10:00.000+08:00

I know JiaYee tagged me...

But I'll do it a little later k?

Sorry ya~ a bit tired now~

Recent:

-Mon>>Fri, everyday stay~ Argh! crazy gal!

-Being a good girl trying to finish ALL my homework~ (-.-)

-Merentas desa, P2 tempat kelapan!!! 8!!!! High weyy! ^^

-last week, Sook Chuan's Bday party really enjoyable de lor! But kesian some ppl didnt stay for the cake and photo session~

-So many meetings driving me crazy... @.@

Just came here to blog crap...

Yea.... try to answer my questions~

1. Is there a problem with me?

2. What your 1st impression of me?

3. What kind of person am I?

4. Am I beautiful? XD

Lolz... just crapping...

Share with u all something...

Forgot where i found this XD

but...ok la~

Dont ask me which it's true~

To some people,

Some are true, some are not...

different ppl different opinion.

So, u pandai-pandai interpret la~ ^^

44 things a girl wants but wont ask for:

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her your jacket.

5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her somewhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends, it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she's beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One more thing you need to do is to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you MEAN it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies that something is wrong, it means: SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her (You may ask again later)

24. Make her feel loved.

25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls

you know.....

We might deny it but we actually like & kinda want you to tickle us

26. Don't lie to HER.

27. DON'T CHEAT on her.

28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.

30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER! BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT !!

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.

32. When you're ALONE hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.

35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT TIME

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart. Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.

39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.

40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS.

42. COMFORT her & HUG her tight when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.

You'll never know when she needs just a little bit more love

I'm am NOT responsible for this Quote! lolz...

I'm Sorry.

I was stupid.

I was uncertain.

I was acting childishly.

I was thinking selfishly.

I wasnt aware of your feelings.

Just didnt want to be a burden.

♥I believe in FOREVER♥

Random

2009-02-10T18:12:00.000+08:00

I'm kind of/ sort of blogging weekly,

or only when I'm free~ -.-
Haihz... no mood leh...
Sorry if u needed some entertainment,
maybe go look somewhere else? x)
Lolz~ just kidding~

Anyway, photos of this 2009 CNY!
Enjoy! ^^

Something u can find in almost everyone's house~

Wishing well? ^^

Dinner with some friends

My cousin bro (20)
Lol, playing mahjong in card form~ x)

Cousin sis & her Bf~ (25)

Haha! Like brother, like sister~

My cute niece & nephew
frm left: my sis, niece, me , nephew

Adults only~ XD I was included?

A game of chutes & ladders with my niece & nephew,

Haha~ I have extraordinary luck weyy!
Victory is mine~

Tagged by ChiYiu <3

2009-02-03T15:45:00.000+08:00

Hey earthlings! ^^
So long didnt update le..
Almost 2 weeks! XD sorry ya~
For the sake of keeping my blog alive,
some recent news:

CNY was a blast!
despite the fact that i took 3 heavy textbooks & homework with me but ended up doing none of them~ Haihz...

Will post the CNY pictures later~

Damn tired today!!!! Omg~ Skipped Hijau today~
Bad Girl! @.@
I've been training the whole morning weyy...
Tomoro going for Netball MSSD in Assunta~
Loving my teamates~ =D
Wish me luck? ^^

Hmm... Sienz... lots of homework to catch up with...
& my fully packed schedule is about to start~
So i'll TRY to make time for blogging la...
Urgh.... tired~ T.T

My dear's class change back le...
sobz... so far dy...
Miss you wor!

Anyway, sudden memory of ChiYiu tagging me~
So... erm...Enjoy~

tagged on 6/01/09
第一: 被点者请在自己的 Blog 里写下答案
第二: 请传另外十位的人
第三: 传阅人"请在于这十位当中斗留言版" 告知他(她)被点名了
第四: 这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’
第五: 被点者"请注明被谁点了"在哪接到 "在传给下十位"
第六: 这些 "被点名者" 你们被点会得到祝福, 并且 "愿望会实现" ,也会得到 "幸福套餐" 开始咯!!
幸福套餐 NO.1
01 你的绰号 : Amy, mii, mummy? lolz! BiHui & Anyi's genius ideas
02 年龄 : 16 , 2009.
03 生日 : 19/03/1993
04 星座 : pisces
05 兴趣 : interested in almost everything
06 专长 : strong persistence? talk? act?
幸福套餐 NO.2
01 你有没有喜欢的人?: sure ^^
02 是否在交往?: you bet!
03 现在幸福吗?: Sweet~
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事?:
Shout out & tell the world how much i'm loved!
05 如果有天,你爱的人跟你告白的话?: say yes again!
幸福套餐 NO.3
01 最爱的节目: hmm... so many
02 最爱的音乐: meaningful ones, light
03 最爱的季节: help me choose between autumn & winter
04 最爱的卡通: The swan lake & Anything from disney
05 最爱的人: my family, dear & friends
06 最爱的颜色: almost all the colors you can think of.. / Lime Green
07 最爱的国家: no idea... i think i can survive in malaysia~
08 最爱的天气: cloudy/ starry XD
幸福套餐 NO.4
01 如果上天给你三个愿望:
- God's will be followed by all human race
-All that i have faith in is true
-Spending eternity with my loved ones
02 你是很专一的人吗?: no doubt!
03 最深刻的回忆?: Hmm... My time with friends, good & bad
04 你是个很有信心的人吗?: Over confident sometimes... What do you think?
05 你很爱微笑吗?: Sorry, not very used to yet...
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗?: The thing i fear most
07 妄想什么样的生活?: Happy ever after? i'm not difficult contented
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱?: Erm... I dont understand the question... Love by force is torturing?
调卷到此结束 "点人者请至于被点者的留言版" 告知被点名了!请列出于十位被点者: YongQing. BiHui. JingWei. WenBin. WengMing. EeJay. Jun Poey. AdrianChia. JoshuaLim. DeniseP.

Haha! Have fun!

p.s. Admiring dear's effort on getting very beautiful & meaningful songs to entertain his visitors..
Keep up the good work! MuackX!

Had a long stare at u, because i knew that i would miss u when we part.
I had something in mind, wondering whether to say ... or not to...
lolz.... sorry... i just couldnt help staring,
coz i told myself i dont want to ever forget the way u smile~
♥29 02 2009♥

Facing the Consequences Together

2009-01-22T22:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Let me recall what happened today~ XD

Well, not bad a day concentrating in class~

I was worried too this morning...
It was one of the consequences I had to think
over & over again before even making up my mind...
But as everyone knows... I chose him~

I trust that we'll be able to be fair,
& act right under certain situations...
We know our own perwatakan well enough...
We can make it through.

I was relieved that the 'problem',
that had been haunting him was talked over...
I'm ready to receive comments/scoldings,
& even be responsible of what ever I did wrong...

During recess,
we sat comfortably at the reading corner...
Enjoyed the cookies from the Interact Club~
Delicious...

Then we had lunch together lo...

I proceeded to my Japanese class...
-.- only 5 people...
we need 15 people to open a proper class...
Anyone interested? XD
Hmmm... Japanese is 1 of the most difficult language to learn....
Just like Mandarin~

Later, met up with him again~ ^^
lol... dear so tired today,
some more go for house practice~
Then he said want to meet my sister wor...
X.X
hehe... she was at the library...
I went in, but he stood quite a distance from us...
Lol... then dear said JieJie looks fierce...
Haha! XD

Then went to Mid Valley with sis...
Haihz... no mood shopping le...
I couldnt find what I was looking for...
Went to MPH as she wanted to buy books...
then got our butts on the train & head back home...

Reached home, did housework,
had a bath...
Then went out again...
went for dinner with my church friends...
actually teachers... & committee...

frm left: Phoebe Jie2, Benjamin Gor2, JiXiong Gor2

Ken Gor

WeiChiang Gor2

Dinner:

Dinner was supposed to start at 7.30pm...
Waited, waited for everyone to come...
WeiChiang came at 8.20pm! -.-
He went for a hair cut...zzz
Started dinner only at 8.30pm...
I was super super hungry! T.T
Ate & ate & ate...
Dont say I eat very little...
I added rice 3 times! XD
Then the next thing I knew,
after dinner & the fruits,
I was totally bloated!
Too full, like everything was going to come out...

But anyway, it was delicious...(RM87)

Then, I was back home~ *phew!*
Tiring day~

Lol... to my own surprise...

I have my own Shakespeare... XD

Thanks for reading~ ^^
Chaooz!

U make me blush,
U make me melt.
I feel secured whenever u're around...
My heart skips a beat everytime I see ur sweet symphony...

♥Hold me tight, Dont ever let me go...♥

A DAY TO REMEMBER!

2009-01-21T18:56:00.000+08:00

Today.... is Daddy's Birthday~! ^^
but it's not the only reason why this day is so special... XD

code:
-A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T * V W X Y Z-

So, did i miss anything? XD

Hmm... Disappointed...
No one guessed... X.X
Anyway....
I missed the letter 'U'...
So, the answer is:
I Miss You~

Some Extra stuff for Sunday's post:
The committees were all in formal wear...
U dont always get to see that..^^

Teachers, Pastor & 10 committees. Spot me? I know I'm short!
Sorry~ blur~

Elimination game: 007

Sorry again~ I couldnt stand the temptation...
Everyone was well dressed~
4 Leng Luiis~~ XD
frm left: JingMun, Sophia, Angel, Me
(If u're interested & want their numbers... Ask me! ^^)
I'm still the shortest... T.T

Wore a beige blouse & a purple velvet skirt that day~
Everything was well.. ^^

Credits to Shan En's handphone...

This morning at school,
everything went quite well~
1st 2 periods, no lesson...
form teacher came in for fee collecting..

Went to the Chemistry Lab for an experiment.
Determine the melting point & freezing point of Naphthalene.
@.@ The Naphthalene really smelly la...

Then We spent recess together...
Friends were celebrating Kellye's Birthday outside of Dewan Kuliah...
She had a nice Fruit Cake...
Oops... Now I regret that I ONLY took a bite of that very tempting cake!
It was.... so sweet~ XD seriously, NICE!

Then after recess,
BC 2 periods... No teacher... LOL
wanted to do homework de...
But ShiYi hor... so much stuff to brag abt...

Then BM,
Then Maths...
Hmm... Maths is getting more & more interesting!
Ms Ong is being more friendly~
I like Maths... & liking it more~
At least, Maths periods arent as boring as some others... XD

Then English Literature again!
Love it!
We are still discussing about the Sonnet 18...
Lol... Shakespeare so romantic... XD
Then all of the sudden,
ChuahWilson suggested that Shakespeare wrote it for a male... O.O'''
Not male la... Mother maybe...
Then Adrian Wong said grandmother... -.-
Haha... Pn Joyce said he wrote it for his beloved teacher...
......
the whole class made sounds...
XD Then Pn joyce said:
"Thanks for telling me that I wont get something like that..."
Oops!! Kesian punya Pn Joyce...
But LOL.... My Sis told me that
it was really meant for his friend(male)!!!

Guess that's enough for today~^^

Weyy, last 2 periods where u went...?
Other people go lab... u leh?
Go block E find someone?(cause I saw u & 2 others)
lol... I was waiting at the staircase,

But u went the other direction... T.T
sobz.... Miss u~

*******
I've been less temperamental these days... I think it's because of u...
U make me smile all day.
Words are unable,
to express my gratitude & appreciation.
I love you & that's final.

♥My very 1st time♥

3 in 1

2009-01-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

Great news! I've finally got some time to re-charge my camera..
So... It's useable! But...still abit of problem.. T.T

3 days stuff in 1 post..

Starting with today,
Hmm.... Duty as usual lo...
Nothing special in class..
Not much memories about today,
Just.. lots of ppl teasing me lo....
X.X dont ask~

I had a long afternoon at mum's colleague's house...
Went there to make some snacks...

Nice house! Very "Chinese taste~"
Dang! I forgot to take a picture of the door...
Antique door~
Really yeng! imported from China...

Anyway, they have rabbits!!! Cute!

And these are the interior design of the house~

Ok, about the snack:

Nori(seaweed) Crisp
1 of my favorite snacks during Chinese new year~ ^^

I'll let the pictures do the talking...

Ingredients:

popiah skin & seaweed
Only egg white!
not an easy job.. ^^

In process:

This step is to sprinkle some salt.
What u see on the table is only the 1st half of our products..^^

Mrs 'host' cleaning up...

Packaging:
frm left: Mdm Ng, Mr 'host'(sifu incharged of frying), Mummy

Little Host:
Mr & Mrs Chai's second daughter(Chai Qing) helping out~

End product:
total: 5.3 kg
we could have get a profit of RM400 if we sell it.

The end product was divided to 3 parts...
We each took our share. ^^
Dont play-play! It's hard work...

Of coz I'll bring it to school tomoro... ^^
Specially for my friends~ & U
Anyone want some?
Come find me lo...
But only limited to tomoro~ ^^

18/01/09, Sunday (WenXin's Birthday)
I'm officially elected as 团长 of 沙登卫理公会少年团契~
Wow... Quite heavy responsibility~ X.X
But i'll do it for God! =D

Had quite a lot of fun on this day...
But i gotta wait for some photos from Shan En...
Post it later la.. ^^

♥The truth = the way u feel about me♥

17/01/09, Saturday
Schooling on saturday...
X.X quite tiring...
Nothing much...
But here's a picture of my Program Maju Diri Result:
That's about all for saturday...

As honest as I can be...
I teared~

♥U fill my head♥

Others:

Some stuff Shi Yi taught me...^^
It's as easy as ABC...
Try making a smart guess~
code:
-A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T * V W X Y Z-

So, did i miss anything? XD

Lol... I'll announce the answer in my next post...^^

Recall! Recall!!!
View the post of 12/01 to recall...
This is the stupid ugly creature ShiYi drew!!! -.-'''

In a nutshell, I had a great day...

♥Ask me once more♥

Unpredictable day

2009-01-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

Sorry, I cant really think right now.
My head... is sort of blank,
'Cause I'm too tired~ XD

Hari Gerko~*phew*
let me catch my breath...
my shoulders are aching... T.T
I admit, I push myself a little hard today...
But.. worth it la...
The target given to me was 24...
Sorry I didnt make it to my target... X.X
& so many of us didnt make it this year~

I really learned a lot today...
Learned how to talk...
Learned how to put my 'face' aside,
& not to mind what people think about you...
I saw a lot too...
Saw how fake & rude a person could be...
Saw how some people are clever,
& good at making rejections...
Really felt what a salesman feel everyday...
Not good at all~
And for my own sake,
no matter how disappointed I was,
or how tired I felt,
I just kept on smiling...
Had to put on that 'smiling mask',
no backing off!
Did my very best to recruit.

Of course, there were times I felt like giving up.
Felt like stopping, Felt like crying...
But then again, I slapped myself awake,
pulled myself together...
Telling myself that I'm not a QUITTER!

The only thing on my mind was:
Go on! Die trying!

And so, I made it till the very last minute,
I did it, I didnt give up.. ^^

So if u were to ask me,
whether I'm satisfied or not?
The answer is Yes!
I have no comment towards my failure of reaching the target,
yet I rejoiced for what I've achieved.
I'm very very satisfied with my attitude...
I just kept on going...
Cause I knew it will be worth the fight.
I guess this is what I'll need during the merentas desa.. ^^
I gotta keep myself running!

Anyway, after the whole tiring thing,
YongQing offered us some treats..^^
haha... lol... the cookies...
made Simple & nice!

I reached home ard 5:30pm,
at once I stepped in & collapsed on the sofa... #.#
exhausted, but I'll still have to deal with my homework... T.T

BIG BIG THANK YOUs!
Adrian C, Michelle P, SuetPing, XinYuan & YongQing
Thanks for all the help, advises & support!
I could not have done it without u guys~
Thanks! ^^

Little surprises on the unpredictable day:
-My persistence
-The note
-The present
-The truth? =p

♥I'm sorry for being foolish & so unsure..
Smile always~♥

signing, Sugarific♥

Life is full of surprises...

2009-01-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

Started this day weirdly....lol
Yesterday i slept at 12.30am,
then dunno why, this morning woke up at 2.45am!!!!
I wasnt aware of it...
I washed my face, brushed my teeth...etc
then I saw the clock!
It wasnt even 3am yet!
.....
Then arh, dont needa ask...
surely i went back to snoozing lo...

Went to school lo...
lol, early morning then met YongQing liao...
Sorry a... my hair was so messy &
I was still in a quite sleepy mood~
Haha...

Nothing too special abt school today..
but lol at my PJK period toady...
new teacher... dunno came frm where...
then 14 girls went to the basketball court for basketball lo...
including me & ShiYi of coz...
Then.... we started!
O.O'''
"GIRLS PLAYING BASKETBALL"
I never thought it would end that way...
When the ball was in the air,
everyone raised their hands up to reach for the ball,
I stood at one side.... 'swt-ing'
the situation was like a bunch of girls trying to snatch the 'flower-ball'
u know....'hua qiu'... during weddings,
the bride will throw her flowers backwards...
then the unmarried girls will go get it~
nvrm if u dont know what i'm bragging...
The exact situation appeared...
ON THE BASKETBALL COURT!
zzzzzz

then, they really really play without rules...
*smack my forehead*
anything u could think abt being against the rules,
It existed that very moment...
Really funny the way they play ball...
Haihz... XD

Happy! Super! Hyper!
Thrilled.Thrilled.Thrilled!!!
I'm so High weyy~
Haha...XD
Dont needa ask me why...
I'm not gonna tell~
Muahaha!
Amazing day! that's all I can say~
I'm GAY!!!! lol

♥I'll risk that journey,
just to spend another minute with u♥

Smile again~

2009-01-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

Belum habis my homework yet~
But since blogging has become a daily routine...
I dont care! *Yikes!*

It was another fun day at school.^^
Despite the fact that...
I was 'fishing' during moral & sejarah
I started my day snoozy,
But everything went well when it was time to go to the lab!
I dont feel sleepy in labs~ Love them..^^

During Chemistry, hehe....
my... young-inexperienced teacher made me laugh~
We were in the lab....
she was teaching abt matter,
then atoms, molecules, ions...etc
It wasnt that hard...
but she wrote the H₂O under elements!
lol....of course my smart classmates corrected her~
Oh, then only she found out why we were confused...
And so, she made some corrections...
Then she said:

" You are so brilliant students! My dear~"
XD LOL!!!!

There another one,
something about release electrons = positive charge
gain electrons = negative charge
I dont know which one's which...^^
But she definitely said it wrongly!
My classmates, so very very SMART!
corrected her again...
haha...she repeated that we were brilliant again~
'cute' teacher...^^

BC period,
although we were just talking about Lotus~
the whole class really Laughed at lot!
so high~
And it was damn funny
when Chee Jack raised his hands up at the wrong timing!
Shi Yi & I laughed until we cried...Lolz...
He was so embarrassed~ Ahaha~
the whole class laughed their hearts out~

BI was fun too...
Pn Joyce is making me love English Literature!
Gee.... It was really nice & light for the 10th period~

Came back home, had lunch,
& help my mum clear some of her younger brother's stuff in my house...
lol... uncle has so much rubbish~
Tiring... tidy for 3 hours+ !

Some lady came to my house,
she just went home...
She was here to have a look at our house,
So it seems like 1 of the rooms are out for rent again..
A nice lady she was, a christian too..
She joined us for dinner~^^

Oops... gotta go do my homework~ ^^
Chao!

♥A promise made, A secret kept♥

I'm still Alive

2009-01-13T18:31:00.000+08:00

Didnt blog on Sunday & Monday...
Well, it's because I...was busy..
lol.... with homework~
understood la...

So, catch up with me! ^^

11/1/09, Sunday
If u have no idea of what I do on Sundays,
The answer is, Church day~
All Sundays are fully booked! unless i make an exception ^^
Sermon of the day:
1. by Pastor Khon, "Giving urself to God"
-Give urself willingly to God
-Live for Christ

2. by 1 of our youth fellowship teachers, Benjamin Chan
-Luke 16, Being a good housekeeper
Are u a good housekeeper of God? ^^

And of course I had a fine day with my friends~

Every Sunday morning, before church (8:45am)
I go to 沙登新村学校校友会 for choir..
Turned out WenBin was teaching the kids again...
Because my teacher, (Ms?) Shamy Lai & John Ling (her newly wedded husband),
Went for Honey Moon! ^^ Heard they went to Bali.

Refilled with Love, Hope & Faith

12/1/09, Monday
Simple day~ Nothing big or special..
But I'm...a little disappointed of this boring day.
Did the Program Maju Diri, O.O 150 questions!
Waiting for the analyzing day to come..
'Cause I so wanna know more abt ME! ^^

During Physics, ShiYi... drew something...
So ugly! XD Ok, I admit I did help a little here & there.
We agreed that I would post it here,
unfortunately,
she hasnt send me the photo of our "masterpiece"
U'd make a "so lame" face , smile a little & shake ur head,
or Laugh ur breakfast out~
I was a good girl, trying to focus on what Bro. John was teaching. But as for ShiYi, she was too 'high' all thanks to her creativity. She start with a panda, then it became a bear, she added dog forelegs, continued with frog hindlegs. Later, it had a dugong's tail, a lion's mane,
tiger stripes, giraffe spots.....where do I stop?!?!
She finished it with some colorful touches
using all the HighLighters & pens she could get her hands on...
-.-''' big weird ugly creature~

My sister & I, the Kyle XY fans...
After school, we threw our bags on the floor,
& glued our butts to the chairs in front of the pc.
On youtube, we watched the season 2's episode 10 & 11.
Great show it sure was~♥

Plus, my elder sister's got her ears stuck with Talyor Swift's Love Story~
Lol...I've been listening to this song a lot lately,
And so she heard, watched the Movie Video,
& fell in love with it~
She's really addicted dy... ^^

#I wanna be part of your life#
♥Working on a day for u♥

13/1/09, Tuesday

Not anyhow super today...
I'm having the "nothing" mood with a "nothing" face..^^

Physics... I was sleepy... T.T
The 2 boys behind me...
TOTALLY FELL ASLEEP!
until the very second the class stood up,
& thanked Bro John...

Meet Adrian(Chia YY) today, ^^
he was waiting for his mummy...
He was walking around the school...alone
Wondered where he's FRIEND was...

Went for Hijau practice...
Wa... Panting away~
I really need lots of pracitce...
I did quite well, but I'm not that satisfied...
I know I can do better~
I got 19th among the P2s last year!
Shh... I'm aiming top 15 this year~
Lolz... hopefully

Was really really really tired,
walked back to school, to the library,
got my bag, went to my sis' class (U6B),
I was still breathing hard~
& mayb coz my sis' classroom to small & stuffy,
I think i was LACK OF OXYGEN~
Felt dizzy & felt like vomiting...-.-

Dont worry, I'm alright~ ^^

Is this a dream or is it not?
'Cause I cant live in dreams forever...
But I dont want to wake up;
At least, not yet...
Please let it last for a little longer...

♥Once again I smiled, BECAUSE OF U.♥

Saturday = Jaring Day!

2009-01-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

Jaring~jaring...KBJ
Have i told u how much i ♥ Jaring?
I LOVE JARING!
dont worry, I LOVE LM TOO!

I ran at least 10 rounds of the Jaring court...
Continuously 5 & 5...
Then played ball...2 rounds!
Wah...so sweaty today...
1st match: 14 vs 11 (my team lost)
But we are proud,
frm 0 we catch up till 11 during the last half!
Amazing weyy! ^^
2nd match: forgot the score (my team won)
Still proud... won without Andrew on the team~
*claps-claps* haha!

Then came back home lo...
was really tired.
After sending the class curtains(6.5kg) for washing,
Fell asleep...on the floor of my living room~ >.<

Mum's friend came down from Melaka.
She brought with her a leng zai!
lol... really...her zai(son)...
2007 he transfered frm melaka to chs...
2+ months later, he transfered back..
Coz his mum lo... have to go back to melaka to work...
Took him with her~
I havent seem him since a year ago...
haha... Desmond Shak is the name...
Leng zai dy~ ^^
we were once neighbours too!
our mums are... very close..
Hmmm....too close..
like she's my second mum... >.<
He did his SPM last year, T.T on the 18th of Jan,
He'll be flying to Perth, Australia!
Going there to further his studies...
How nice~ *envies* >.<

After dinner,
me, younger sis, Desmond & mummy(x2),
went to Jusco to 'walk-walk' after dinner.
nthg much..
I bought:
♥ a new water bottle
♥ NEW SPORT SHOES!
Muahahaha! [so overwhelmed]

Just an simple, nice, happy day~ ^^

Something I dont want to care so much of:
YongQing told me that
he overheard some ppl saying that
some of my classmates(boys of coz)
READ MY DIARY!
WT*! how could boys be so 8?!?!
U better surrender urselves before
I get to find out!
Or U'LL BE SO DEAD!
lolz... watever la...

♥carebear♥ [winkx]

I'm Happy! [ finally ^^ ]

2009-01-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

Amazing day! I can finally admit
that I had a perfectly happy day!
Gee, Isnt that great?
1st time years...

In class~
I was assigned to bring the class curtains to the 'kedai dobi'~
Nthg to be sad of, I'm help the class~
But hor~ the curtains were placed in a very big garbage bag!
And I had to carry that black thing home...
Some class mates laughed at me... @.@
Before leaving class,
my KK, looked at the huge thing,
& looked at me...
it was written on his face:
"Have I done something wrong?"
lolz... He was really Bu Hao Yi Si..

Then, So many ppl looked at me...
I bet this was what they were thinking:
-Oh my, this girl is walking ard the school with a big bag of rubbish~
-She's bringing garbage home?
-Hmm... I wonder what's inside the huge plastic bag~
X.X

OMG~ My Chemistry teacher!
Cik Nur Hidayah, WenBin is also talking abt her in her blog..
I smack my forehead countless times during her 70 minutes...
My ear.... I couldnt really take it~
Mayb I just wasnt use to it yet...XD
I"M CRUEL~ I'm sorry...
But I really cant help it...
Examples:
Subtopic sounded like suck-topic~
Instead of worksheet, she voiced Shit~
I'll give u the notes 'later'...(sounded like letter)
You can making a conculsion.
Next, u have to collecting data...

-.- Haihz... *speechless*
She knew that ShiYi & I,
& mayb other classmates were laughing at her mistakes..
Jia You Cik Nur! *sighs*

Later...
I was so looking forward to this LM meeting~
Pres & V.Pres were so...erm... Serious~
It was supposed to last till 2pm...
but, dismissed at 1.20pm~
Ok la.. Had a briefing abt Hari Gerko lo...
lol... And a msg frm them:
ATTENTION ALL FORM 4 LM MEMBERS!
If u no longer want to stay in LM,
Pass up a resign letter,
dont wait for a pecat letter~
If u still love LM, plz come, & stay Active!

After that,
Me, BiHui, Anyi, WeiLing, Brandon, Yee Hliang
went to A&W for... lunch~
Though there was nthg much,
just chatting, but it was enough for today...
I started to feel the 'LM-bond'~
I wanna bury myself in this bond for the rest of the year,
May I? ^^
Really wanna get more friends in LM~ >.<

And then, We came back to school...
I was quite shocked of how I was such a good girl,
and how well I controlled myself...
I was so GUAI! Doing homework in the library...
Haha... *proudz!*

Then...
Had to go home dy lo...
Walau~ walking with that 'thing', I was really slow...
Then YongQing said help me to carry...
His hand was hurted last week(in the process of recovering),
My turn to bu hao yi si to trouble him...
Haihz... But he insisted...
Really appreciated it! Thkx!^^
+ meet Adrian while walking out frm school~ ^^
(not Adrian wong! Adrain frm AV, LM, 3b2, He's cute!)

At home,
I did something stupid...
Just to prove how big the 'garbage bag' was...
I decided to~
SIT IN IT!
In the End, did i? I did!
I sat inside, & there was still place for movement!
Just imagine...So Big!
-.-''' Sorry...
I must have lost my mind that very moment!

Are we freinds or are we not?
Thanks for talking to me~
Classmates..^^
I found out that I'm more afraid of ur fren,
then afraid of u...
Was he smiling at me?
I hope he was, at us both,
So we could be friends again...

♥U came to rescue me when I was drowning,
How can I ever thank u enough?
Thanks for being my hero...♥

Work Hard!!! >.<

2009-01-08T15:13:00.000+08:00

About the bear player on the left,
try pausing the song before playing it,
so that it'll be able to load a little more
to prevent pauses when playing them...
Sorry for the inconvenience~

It's the beginning...
of A BUSY YEAR!

I'm sure to be super busy this year...
Since...I'm the 'tuan zhang' of the teens-fellowship in church...
Many LM duties coming up this year...
Cannot mengabaikan my studies at the same time...

T.T Tons of homework....
Gotta keep up~ Catch up!

had my 1st lesson of Add Maths today~
Gosh....terrible!
I stared at the board, then Ms Ong( Puan Ong in the last post was wrong)
Absorbed only 30% of what she meant..
Later, I finally understood! After I read through the textbook~ -.-'''
I'll have to bear with her for 2 years~
wow... so long.. T.T
I tell myself NEVERMIND!
She's trying her best to teach us, BE THANKFUL! *ouch*

Stay strong, Stay happy
Proud to say that:
I'm satisfied! *winkx*

I'm not good at Focusing

2009-01-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

It's true, I easily get distracted... x.x
Trying hard to be a good girl^^
Trying to study hard & get good results
Trying NOT to be a jerk...
Trying to make more friends~

And YES I've made some updates to my blog...
Hope u'll enjoy...

It's just the 3rd day of school,
but homework's rushes up so fast...
-.-phew... just had to take a breath...

My teachers are fine...SO FAR~
I like my teachers:
-BIO (En Sin)
-BC (云老师)
-BI (Pn Joyce)
-SEJ (Mohd Ali)

Teaching me Physics is Brother John.
Sorry to say that he sometimes make me wanna sleep~
Cause I cant really hear him well...

Maths teacher, Pn Ong Ai Geok is.... Erm...
Not so Good? We only understand 35% of what's she's talking..
-.-''' wonder how she's gonna teach add-maths~(we'll see tomoro)

Chemistry teacher, Cik Nur Hidayah...hmm...
She's also Anyi & Jimmy's teacher...
& just like Anyi said, she comes in & talk about OXYGEN...haha!
She doesnt like students to be lack of oxygen during her class,
Ask us to drink water when we feel lack of oxygen...lol~
She speaks nice English though not very accurately...^^

Other teachers whom I didnt mention are not really interesting.
Not good but not too bad either... No comments... XD

So far so good... Let's Jia You together! ^^
Gambateh!

Sometimes-Britney Spears
You tell me you’re in love with me
That you can’t take your pretty eyes away from me
It’s not that I don’t want to stay
But everytime you come to close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Because it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
There’s things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run sometimes I hide
Sometimes I’m scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

I don’t wanna be so shy, uh-uh
Everytime I am alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You see that, you’re the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
There’s things about me, you just have to know

Sometimes I run (sometimes) sometimes I hide
Sometimes I’m scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time

Just hang around and you’ll see
There’s nowhere ill ever be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

Oh, yeah

Sometimes I run (sometimes) sometimes I hide
Sometimes I’m scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight (hold ya tight)
Treat you right, be with you day and night (day and night)
Sometimes I run sometimes I hide (sometimes)
Sometimes I’m scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight treat you right,
Be with you day and night (day and night)
All I really want is to hold you tight treat you right,
Be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time

~I always smile when u're around..Thkx~

At the begining with U

2009-01-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

Really Really Sorry for the emptiness in my blog lately...
I was working during the holidays, therefore I didnt have time to sit in front of the pc...
About the holidays, I think I'll post later la...

Anyway, want to share a song:

At The beginning with You
Artist - Anastasia soundtrack
Album - Anastasia
We were strangers, Starting out on a journey.
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through.
Now here we are.
I'm suddenly standing at the beginning with you.

No one told me I was going to find you.
Unexpected what you did to my heart.
When I lost hope you were there to remind me.
This is the start.

*And life is a road and I wanna keep going,
love is a river I wanna keep flowing,
life is a road Now and forever.
Wonderful journey.

I'll be there when the world stops turning,
I'll be there when the storm is through,
In the end I wanna be standing.
At the beginning with you.*

We were strangers on a crazy adventure.
Never dreaming how are our dreams will come true.
Now here we stand Unafraid of the future.
At the beginning with you.

*(chorus)*

Knew there was somebody somewhere.
Like me alone in the dark. Now I know my
dream will live on. I've been waiting so long.
Nothing's gonna tear us apart.

*(chorus)*

And life is a road and I wanna keep going,
Love is a river and I want to keep flowing,
life is a road now and forever.
Starting out on a journey!
Life is a road and I wanna keep going,
Love is a river and I want to keep going,
In the end I wanna to be standing at the beginning........With you.

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Today, my BC teacher ( 云老师) ask to read newspaper everyday... Well, since I dont have Chinese newspaper at home, I've decided to read it online...
& I manage to find this... its frm www.nanyang.com. There were 4, but I like this 2...
Quite touching...^^

散文

2008/12/23 19:30:24
●邱琲钧

珊儿从小就患了一种怪病，不管艳阳天还是雨天，不管她是在做功课还是游戏，她随时随地会忽然感觉呼吸困难，甚至在霎那间停止了几秒的呼吸。缤纷的世界在她呼吸困难的时候，是一片的灰；在她窒息的时候，又是一片的黑。每一次病发，她都感觉自己即将死去。平日无事想起这事，她也会禁不住流下悲伤的眼泪。

在遇见蝴蝶之前，珊儿每分每秒都在担心着下一秒就会永远不再呼吸。

那个早晨，她跟偶遇的蝴蝶说，她实在舍不得这个和它翅膀一样缤纷的世界。蝴蝶听后，说：“我也和你一样，我的飞翔的生命平均只有7天。我并不知道我几时会真正沉睡在花草间，不再醒来。”蝴蝶说完，也悲伤的流下了泪。珊儿伸出了手，让蝴蝶站在她的手背上，然后轻轻在蝴蝶的翅膀后面吻了一下。他们约定在每天的早晨见面，直到其中一个不再出现。

他们就这样快乐的过了9个早晨。每天见面，他们都会微笑的给彼此问候，然后就快乐的在一起游戏直到中午。

蝴蝶在第10个早晨失约了。珊儿到处寻找它，终于在一丛玫瑰里找到了奄奄一息的蝴蝶。珊儿当时急得哭了。她和每天一样把蝴蝶放在手背上，奄奄一息的蝴蝶也企图和每天那样扇动它缤纷的翅膀，利用波动的空气，吹干珊儿的眼泪，但是这次，蝴蝶伏在珊儿的手背上，它已经失去了曾经拥有的力气。

2008/12/23 19:30:20
●邱琲钧

除了那只被坚儿偷偷豢养在睡房里的紫色昆虫，没有人知道为什么坚儿的每一天都会从一个空白的世界开始的。

每天晚上，当坚儿跟紫色昆虫道了晚安，闭上眼睛睡去的那一霎那，他的世界就开始走向灭亡。隔天早上，他常常端详着空白的记忆，快乐地对着镜子说：“如果这真是一个灭亡，那么，灭亡后的世界就是一片的空白。”

坚儿每天早上起身的时候，前一天所存在的所有愉快和不愉快，都不存在了，他的记忆甚至不允许他记得他自己到底是谁。为此，坚儿的妈妈每天都提早半小时起身。在那个半小时里，她先将自己向坚儿自我介绍一番，然后再将坚儿向坚儿介绍一番。坚儿前一天灭亡了的世界，在每天的这时候，再度重生。

在这个不断灭亡又不断重生的世界里，坚儿是快乐。每一天晚上，他跟日愈发胖的紫色昆虫说：“你知道我这样很快乐吗？”紫色昆虫每次都不屑的将他看了一眼，然后在隔天早晨以大大一声饱嗝回应了坚儿。

紫色昆虫是在一个晚上死去的，当坚儿发现没有了气息的它后，一直嚎啕大哭。也就是那晚上开始，坚儿的世界不再灭亡，所有发生在他每一天里的快乐和悲伤，一直没完没了的延续下去。每次望着夜空，想起紫色昆虫的时候，坚儿总会说：“你知道我这样很不快乐吗？”

For the time being, that's all...
Lots of updates i needa do...
Plz bear with it..^^ ThkX

The Past Few Days

2008-11-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry... Wasnt really in the mood to blog...=P
Been busy in front of the TV lately...^^

5th Nov
Ever wondered wat happened to our roach fren & Mr Fly?
My sis came back with this dat day~ =P

Such SPECIAL home work...XD

12th Nov
Quite a Happy day...
I went to Sunway pyramid with ShiYi today...
Walking along with us was W.Soon~ Wat a date...Lol
I was being the light bulb again...haha
But i had to be there or else there wun even be a DATE...

ShiYi wanted go to the movies....coz...its dark in the cinema?
I didnt really wanted to...rather go skating the whole day~
Just to make sure that her mum does not see me walking ard by myself,
she belanja-ED me lo.... ya...so nice...zzZZ
bring me to watch something I've already had...-.-''' (HSM 3)

But i still had fun spending the rest of my day skating to tiredness...
It was ShiYi's 1st time skating, my 3rd time...
1st time - form 1(06), 2nd time - form 2(07), 3rd time - form 3(08)
All during year end school holidays...Such coincidence~
I was skating well, didnt really fall.
Just fell 3 times coz ShiYi was falling, she pulled me along...Lolz
I've been studying the right way to skate after ShiYi left...that's when I really started to fall a lot, I was trying something new & was getting use to it.
I'm glad i learnt something...like what they say~ PRATICE MAKES PERFECT

Furthermore, i brought some souvenirs home -- bruises & blisters
But i've never regreted it...In fact, I paid to fall on ice.. =P
Went back home with my luii...I kena marah la...coz it was quite late already..
Most importantly, I enjoyed my day..

P.S:
1. Too bad ShiYi didnt bring her camera, while mine was with my sister.. So,we do not have pictures to entertain u... Haihz
2. though ShiYi & W.Soon were dating, I wasnt left out at all...THKx

16th Nov
Learnt some valuable lessons today...
" 我才发现，我看不见（甚至没看见），并不代表它没发生（或不存在）。。。"

Today
I would like to share with u the weekly TV series I'm enjoying all this while:
1. Ghost Whisperer (Staring Jennifer Love Hewitt) Tuesdays 10.30pm on 8TV
-I forgot what seasons is palying currently, but i'm its not the 1st..XD

2. Kyle XY (Staring Matt Dallas) Sundays 11pm on TV3
-season 2 (adds a gal [XX] as shown in picture below)

Highly recommended by Amy..^^

Some improvement?

2008-11-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

Tired...
spent half of my day at school... doing what?
LM had a gotong-royong~

I'm ok...i had quite a nice time...
BiHui, Anyi, WeiLing & YaJing didnt turn up for the 'duty' today...
Which means... A little less stress on me, i guess...
At least i dont have to think or worry why i'm not talking to them...

Had a little talk to XueBing today...
felt better...
Though everyone was tired, sweaty & smelly....
But still, Satistaction Rocks!!!
I smiled my best today~ at least i think i did?

Anyway, that's about everything...In School

******************************************

Back at home...
nothing extraordinary, just...weird & funny...

I felt kinda stupid,
My sister drove down to Pasar Malam with me...
Because she wanted to catch a FLY~
L-O-L!!!!!!
Some people were laugh at us...
zzZZ....
We stood at the meat stall, held a plastic bag in our hands,
eying on the FLY....
Just imagine how funny it could be... Urgh!

Okay, its was sort of a homework she had to do...
As in form 6 Biology stuff....
I'm like rearing a cockroach at home~ Eww....
We threw in a piece of my cat's biscuit in the jar for it...
Ow...it was so hungry~

I'm trying to fit a video in here...

Ok, i know i'm being quite wu liao here...=P
In a nutshell, i enjoyed today...
Thanks to some people who cares enough...
Gratitude to:(indirectly, my Sifu)
LiuYongQing[4s1]
ChongSuetPing
[dun really know how to spell her name XD]
I could never thank u guys enough!

p.s: i've always been talking quite personal on my blog...
plz dun get offended. I've never thought i would hav male visitors^^
Then came WengMing & WeiSern... Lolz
Love u guys~ >.<

I never knew~

2008-11-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

+The Unrevealed was revealed+

Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad......
Quite sad quite sad quite sad quite sad quite sad quite sad quite sad

Hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt....
Kinda hurt kinda hurt kinda hurt kinda hurt kinda hurt kinda hurt

Dont ask me why~
Not gonna tell...
Dont feel like telling...

I always knew i was a joke....
But i wasnt aware of how serious it is~
Life in primary & secondary are really really different!

I always thought i am a super cautious person...
But i guess i just wasnt cautious enough~

So tired...
I'm still waiting for things to turn around...

Hopefully~

My Mocca

2008-07-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

In memories of Mocca-brown...my dearest

Died on : 29th of July, 2008

He had Feline Immunodeficiency Virus(FIV)...sumting as in Cat-Aids....
He also had leukiamia...
He was suffering.... Chances of survival was weak....
We just had to put an end to his miseary...
I signed the consent form(sumting lyk a contract, allowing the doctor to put him to sleep)
I didnt see him die... I was at school....

I've always treated him as my little brother~
I LOVE HIM~
dear mocca, I will miss you, ALWAYS~

**********************************************************************************
Others:

#Rushan broke up with Anyi~
I never saw it coming...
as they've just gotten closer...
She was happy that day...
He never knew?

He thinks this is best for anyi? or himself? I do not know~
But I do know that he broke many hearts,
taking this step; making this decision...

However, it is his decision.[sumting I have to respect]

#Honestly, sumtimes...
I get fed-up and offended(in a p*ssed off way) of/by Anyi
She keeps saying things that just easily gets on my nerves...
And I'm quite disappointed of her "laziness" to care....
She doesn't care if it breaks her heart!
Never deciding for herself,
earning sumting she deserves!
In fact, they r both the same~
Never thought of changing the way things appear to be...

Today Anyi said that sum how,
she has a feeling that Sandy & Rushan couple~
So SWT!!!!
but its not impossible though~

In a nutshell, so many things happened~
all sorts of it~
and I've cried so many times.....
I took out my snoopy~
{snoopy: one of my standard 6 b'day present;
i take it out only when I'm vry vry sad-crying a lot}

But thanks for everything that made me smile~

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Something Worth Being Happy of
My name was suggested to Pn Chia [guru penasihat LM]
to represent LM for the leadership camp...
I'm vry grateful... really I am!
however, there are conditions I have to fulfill~
I've already passed up the form...
And really hoping that I get chosen!
I want to make LM proud!

Special Thanks to:
Pn Chia
Pn Teh
The LM committees
especially- Boon Wei, Jia Yi & Wei Jie

Revive! [CheeRz]

2008-07-19T18:28:00.000+08:00

I'm back!!!
but who cares anyway? ~ watever ~

Today~ no jaring....
So i went to midvalley...with my Luii & fren...
Objektif:
BUY MY KAI GOR'S BDAY PRESENT {check!}
gratitudes to: LIEW BIHUI & NG WENGMING
manage to buy the shirt at RoMp...

and found out dat romp had a renavation~
quite nice...

As we walked the mall....
we passed by stalls....
all so cute...
There's one that has cute t-shirts in containers...
suitable for guys, gals & even couples~

And another stall....
I told anyi before...
that stall sells mostly couple items...
another sumting attractive, was its birthday bear...(or pig)
if u wanna noe wat it looks like, go find LimAnYi of 3a3...
she has one...
THE BEAR is bigger than the pig, not mentioning cuter too,
but they still costs the same...RM8~
if u want to noe where....
NORTH COURT~3th floor
landmarks:TOYS'R'US, FOOD JUNCTION

when i was at midvalley,
75% of my conversation was about ann & ruu~
gek sei my kai Luii~

everything i saw... i mentioned them...
so wanted to see them in the couple t-shirts...
so wanted to buy them the couple key-chains..
so wanted to present them the couple bottle(which i mentioned to ann b4~)
So CUTE!

Never really had such a relax on my Saturday...
Really Happy~

Hope everything turns out RIGHT~

SaTisFacTion RoX!
谊、如的结合，是多人的幸福！

Everyone needs to be happy!

2008-01-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

Everyone needs to be happy~

I had a happy start today...
clumsy me...
didnt noe today got HIJAU```

n Bi's not ignoring me anymore...
though i dun noe y n how?
but who cares?
i'm happy ; )

1st time i duty...
dis morning...
wakil kelas(LM)...
feels not bad lar...
c how lor later...

at the half end of the day...
i went to manga city...
as usual after sports practice...
&...
I met mr oxygen & mr kuala selangor...
at about 3.45pm i think....
jealous????
*evil grinzz*

ok/ok lar...
nothing much to blog really...
juz dat i shuang~

den b4 i left the skul area...
outside 711, i saw a extremely CUTE poodle,
in the car with its owner...
so vry vry cute~
It made my smiled sweetly....
so cute~

Juz crapping...

2008-01-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

Well, 2day nothing much...
but...
i'm really happy about 1 thing...
I got a compliment frm...
*******(exclamation marks)

Damn happy weyy...
BlueckX~

Satisfacian RockxX!

2008-01-26T18:51:00.000+08:00

Morning went 4 bola jaring lorr....
had training & played match...
Yaii!!!
my team won...
alternate came for a little while today...
in simple clothing...
juz a shirt & jeans...
guess he's not really dat in to netball...
he has enouugh time for himself,
frenz, n other clubs & activities...
i so 佩服 him leh...

den later huayue lor...

i'm so vry poor dis week...
bankrupt liao lor...

well, sumting surprised me today*exclamation marks*
i was invited for lunch with the kbj members...
but bearbear din cum today...
n... i no money liao....
so din go...
but stiilll happy...
& i thought i was left out.. lolz

dats all i guess... byezzz

Satisfacian RockxX

U had quite a reaction after he passed by...

2008-01-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

I was in a quite nice mood dis morning...
I met mr K along the corridor...
Frm under the prefect bridge we walked...
Till the top of block b...
We walked side by side...
It was some sweet moment...
my 'frenz' werent with me...
I was damn quiet along the journey...
I kept calm without any reaction...
pretending i didnot noe him...
but smiled sweetly my heart did...
i didnt know if he recognized me...
or did he noe it was me?
or did he see me?
was he aware of my presence?
Adorable^^

He oso passed my side,
where he went i donot noe...
but after he passed,
i saw a familiar reaction...
I smiled... I...
I dunno wat to say...

Shhh... 4 the meanwhile,
i'm the only one who noes dis...
Sharing it with u...

PS: PJ, SY n I all passed!!!
Mc donalds is in tugasan...
same as SY...
PJ=publisiti...
Me? = wakil kelas...

Feeling ok gua?....
Dats all to share 4 2day...
ByezzZ~

B!tTter & SwEetttz...

2008-01-24T21:06:00.000+08:00

Hi... u said to me...
That's all of wat i see...
I tried my very best to smile at u...
But u juz turned away...
u shocked ur head....
n it was the end...
Sucked me up the portal did...
But i, dunno why,
still struggling to stay...
stay in this world...
awaiting for HOPE...

More already ignoring me...
& there will be more to come...
u asked not to think too much...
but i juz cant help it...
u hav the reason of ignorance...
but the reason of ignorance i do not understand....

I've manage to pass LM interview(exclamation mark x7)
I think i'm in to the audition(exclamation mark x7)
I've got sweet memories wif.....
*******/*****/*******
n my dearest gal frens...

Hope that tomoro would be a better day...
Thank u~

Friendz? I dont know if I speak those languages anymore....

2008-01-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

Friendz?
i dun know if i speak those languages anymur....

TRUST is something u must gain...
by urself...
points r counted trough ur sincerity...

It is hard to trust...
For trusting wrongly will coz tons of pain...
there r still things u hide frm me...
And so, 10o% u gain NOT!
Curiosity kills the cat...
+SaCrif!cEd+

He needed not,
come all the way up to the highest floor...
But he still did...
Juz to see u???
*Repeatly these few days*

U still ignore me...
& I still dunno y?

Your ears are just so not into my words....
by propose...?
oR is dere a no-need-battery chatterbox,
by the side of ur ear....

I care! more than u would ever imagine...
more than u have ever noticed...
more than the issue...
&
For u, I shall not stop Caring...

My Long Lost Dream

2008-01-21T15:02:00.000+08:00

Heyzzz,
Sorry for not blogging these few days...
Couldnt... Too bc... n tired...
didnt even hav time 2 do homework...
so wat happened to me these few days?
I think i'll let the poems do the talking...

****************************************

My Heartt of Glass
I aint noe anyting...
Idont// Idont
I wantt 2 noe...
Ido//Ido//IReallydo
Idont wanna be a dumb-dumb...
Idont//Idont
A thing that makes me care....
Itsyou//Itsyou
You skipped my essay...
Youdid//Youdid
Im not blaming you...
Imnot//Imnot

At the corridor I waited,
for any event that would happen...
But when I turned my back-again...
All has changed,
Like I arrived in a miror world...
A smile was put on the sourfaces,
They talked; They laughed....
They had seasons in the *sun*....

Why all the ignorance?
Idonot understand...
Isit becoz of the maRkING?
Wasit tearing us apart....
None of my business u said...
But I dont understand//
.
Congrats!
U successfully planted a bullet in my heart...
Crackings I hear...
My heart of glasss...

When will you get to read this?
Or will you ever come to my blog again?

****************************************

How Could I ever pretend?
*Why~I~踢*
How could I ever ever ever pretend?
Pretend I donot know you?
How did you ever ever manage to pretend?
Pretend you've never known me...
A familiar smile I see,
when Chye's handcrossed your shoulder...
A smile I've missed,
and havent seen in a while...
I so wished we could talk like friends...
Smile & laugh together...
BUT...
I'm just so NOT in your world.

#Alternate~K#
How could I ever ever ever pretend?
Pretend I donot know you?
But I've never wondered,
how you maage to pretend...
Becoz the truth is,
We donot know each other...
A bright & sweet smile I see,
When you speak with your friends...
A smile I've always longed to see...
A smile I want so much to share...
I wished a million times,
we could talk, smile & laugh together....
BUT...
All's left is just a dream...

*Both#
Ur smiles just make my day,
Ur smiles melt my heart away.
So continue smiling & Never take it off ur faces.
Let the happiness flow!
What more could I say?
qms take my breathe away...

****************************************

The story of the Waiting Princess

Princesses all around the world await their day to come;
Princes around the world seek their day to be…
From kingdom to kingdom,
till fairy-tales in dream…
Work hard will they, to make their dream be…
Lie in thee, will your Angel be...

Far across a distance, a princess got her dream.
But a dream is a dream. Snapped!
Did she awake, thy dream slipped from her hands…
For flee the prince did, to keep away from she…
To find, his one and only dream…
The angel he seek will no longer be a dream…
A dream will be, under the fairy’s wing…

Know little did he about a heart that beats.
Locked in the highest tower,
awaiting the day to be…
Much didn’t she wanted from he…
Just another look,
was enough to make her sink, deep,
in the big blue sea…

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I guess that's all I would say...
Thank u for being a go0d reader...

PS: If think u saw a lot of spacing errors...
U r wrong! I did on purpose...^^

自私

2008-01-16T15:37:00.000+08:00

Disappointed... for ur selfishness...

你很自私。。。
为了避免自己受伤害，就躲了起来。。。
那我呢？
被伤得伤痕累累的；却又不被看得见。。。
要是我痛，就不要紧不是吗？
你痛又被别人同情、可怜。。。
我算得了什么？
我不是个机械人。。。
不是个连 '痛' 字都不会写的人。。。
你很痛吗？
能比得过吗？

++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Friendz?
i dun think if i speak those languages anymur....
not a word of my name in any....
Jealousy suckX!

+qmS juz take my breathe away...+

Wat hav i done???

2008-01-11T16:45:00.000+08:00

Livia Chan!!!!
Do u hav a problem wif me???
Wat hav i done to deserve dis?!?!?!?!?!

Well, i was caught by her dis morning...
along wif ning, jia n sum gals...
oh yes!!! Lum Joanne was dere too...
She borrow rm10 frm me...
plz remind me 2 get my money bac!!!

I din say a word during the whole incident.
my mum said i was stupid not 2 argue...
believe or not she asked me 2 fight 4 my rights,
as I was wearing the chs socks...

But i did mention dat it was useless 2 do so...
as dey would ask me 2 get a bigger pair!

After i went bac 2 class... i cried!!!
i noe its a small matter dat i shouldnt be crying over...
But i juz couldnt stop it,
everyting juz flow'ed' out vry swiftly...
it juz happened naturally...

i m a good gal...
i dun hav displin problem...
i hav never been caught 4 anyting lyk dat!!!
haihzzz.. disappointed...

but 4 wat so ever,
i m still gonna do my vry best in skul!
n u can do nothing 2 stop me!!!!
Muhahahaha!!!!
BluekX!!
^^

Dun mind juz EMOing....

2008-01-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

Dun mind dat fellow up dere lar...
juz 4 fun!

Ok lar 2day....
had quite a lot of fun....
went visit my sis in stm.... (Seminar Theologi Malaysia)
Went 4 very good n nice food....
shopping.... Satisfied la....

Ya watever.... i too hope dat things would turn around...
SUM DAY?

C 1st la, 2moro how???

By the way hav any1 break the code yet???
A little tips.... (only 3 alphabet o...)

Juz a little secret.....
I'm representing my class for the 华语演讲比赛!!!
Shhh....
Secret!!!

Extra sumting

2008-01-09T20:30:00.000+08:00

那些大头贴很美。。。真的很美。。。

if ever asked 4 reason of silence...
i stay silent....
Unwillingly 2 talk is the answer...
saying 4 not in the mood...
mind-blanked....
so blanked....

'un'understanding jealousy might any1 say...
watever... n anyting u say....
do i care...
will i care....
should i care?

double siding lost... breaking all apart....

Closer n closer I gain to the portal.... Just a step away n wouldnt I be in Neverland...

Hurtz so much.....

2008-01-09T19:04:00.000+08:00

嗨。。。等到了又如何？
我还不只是想一只流浪的小猫。。。
跟在别人的后面。。。
miao~meow
因为在他们的谈话中，根本就没有我的存在！
V all said 2gether... But now I'm left to be on my own.....
@# The Unsharable #@

dis is sum part of the "sercet letter" ning was talking about...

its easier to leave den to say....
i dun hav a lot... i'm not vry ****....
its juz fittingly enough...

i dun ask 4 a lot....
But i do need attention juz lyk every1 else.....

+INCIDENT+

I called aloud... the names dat hav been named...
hundreds of eyes gaze my way...
no1 came 2 make 4 the date....
o... mayb juz at the wrong venue...
elders stared ... i so annoyed dem....

Is dere a problem with me?
Is it the problem with me??
Am I the problem???

the problem i c only occurs wen DEY are 2gether...
out of the world arent i?
out of the world...
so out of the world...

2156f^&er/$2v/klxTulp/elip3u0'j;kle/)#T/*&E^56jgylouf1gc,n"l%68nClb^u5l58cllgkf

if u noe wat i'm thinking....
break the above code!!!

I think dats alll....
juz so confused.....
hurtz.....
失望！。。。灰心！
+_+

P.S: Niin9... a hope u dat u would giv me bac the slip...
sorry 4 the inconvenience... and thanks...
Anyii... thanks! 4 everyting... touched by ur note
Ellyy... Hope of u understanding.... Thanks...
B!ii... Cheerful Cherry!!! Dun emo liao lo! = j
Every1!!! Gambatea o! Be strong!!!

I'm New

2008-01-08T15:38:00.000+08:00

Hey, juz 4 ur info..... Its my first time blogging lor.....
Intro:
My name is Amy 15 dis year....
I'm studying in chs... 3a3

Skkul juz started not long ago....

I'm not really close with the ones in class....
dun realli noe much bout dem....

These few days.... I so feel left out....
Feel dumped..... all alone......
Dey dun really inculde me in their conversation.....
Dey r so together these days.....
I m so invisible.....
Dey do everything 2gether....
Is it juzz bcoz i'm in the 'a' class???
Or bcoz i'm hav vry different opinions.....???
So damn confused.....
Feel so down n weird.....
*INDESCRIBABLE* T_T

Bitter - Sweet

Mixed

Listen.

My Weekend

Christmas, The Season of Giving

One more day

I'll be there

=(

Which way around? XP

The Runaway

Something New

When Taylor Swift = ME

September Babies

A trip back to Ayer Tawar

Found a blog

Happy Birthday!!

;)

Sweet 17

Kyle XY season 3!

When you're Gone..

抽痛！

哀乐交叉

Random

Bomb!

Love me for who I am.

Random

Happy Day =)

Just upset

I cant Breathe

Mummy, I'm sorry.

Tagged by Jia Yee . Kristy . Yee Hliang

Random

Camp (more pics less talk)

Tagged by Amanda & Jia Yee

GUILTY or INNOCENT

What's done, is done.

Finally =)

Me?

Happy Mother's Day

Bleeding and Bleeding LOVE

亲 爱 的 傻 瓜~

Weekly drop off

Random

Tagged by ChiYiu <3

Facing the Consequences Together

A DAY TO REMEMBER!

3 in 1

Unpredictable day

Life is full of surprises...

Smile again~

I'm still Alive

Saturday = Jaring Day!

I'm Happy! [ finally ^^ ]

Work Hard!!! >.<

I'm not good at Focusing

At the begining with U

The Past Few Days

Some improvement?

I never knew~

My Mocca

Revive! [CheeRz]

Everyone needs to be happy!

Juz crapping...

Satisfacian RockxX!

U had quite a reaction after he passed by...

B!tTter & SwEetttz...

Friendz? I dont know if I speak those languages anymore....

My Long Lost Dream

自私

Wat hav i done???

Dun mind juz EMOing....

Extra sumting

Hurtz so much.....

I'm New

亲爱的傻瓜~